#yeahyeahiknow

от мойта кръв сълзи да им текат

за никого аз тук не съм живяла

за никого не искам да умра

кураж се иска не за да живееш

кураж се иска не за да умреш

кураж се иска да не онемееш

щом си представиш сетния гърмеж

прокрадвам се в живота с мойте демони

и те ме хранят с живата си плът

какво, като живот сте ми отнемали

Kagome sat down on the bathtub. Fingers fidgeting at her skirt, pulling and twisting the green-pleated material while she waited. Her heart pounded so loudly and hard she could literally hear it in her ears-- she was scared for her life and another life. She wouldn’t be able to do this, not alone. How would she do this alone? There was no way in the high-heavens she’d be able to do this. No-- she wasn’t going to be alone in this. She had tons of friends to support her; her mother would support her-- Inuyasha would too. Wouldn’t he--?

Five minutes passed slowly; too slowly for her own good. It only made her think of the worst possible scenarios. She couldn’t do this.. it was impossible. 

Kagome felt like she was about to burst into tears; and that was even before she stood to her feet and walked to the sink. Misty chocolate eyes stared down at a small white stick. She didn’t want to look.. she didn’t want to see the results. But she had to-- she had to see if she was... 

Finally, she mustered up the courage and looked. A single-dark pink line had appeared in the time she was waiting. Kagome knew all too well what that meant. The girl slumped over the sink, fingers gripping tightly against the porcelain as tears pricked at her eyes. 

She was pregnant... Kagome was with child. 

Everything began to spin around her. Her breath going shallow-- she thought she was going to be sick. But-- at least this explained her moodiness, it explained why she was feeling nauseated in the morning and why she was so she was acting so weird. But Kagome didn’t want to believe it. She didn’t want to be pregnant. Not now-- she still had things she had to do. Yeah, she talked about it before but she never expect for this to happen until after the Shikon no Tama was completed and Naraku destroyed. How-- how was she going to break the news to Inuyasha? What will she say.. what will he say? Will he welcome her with open arms or push her away? Would he want anything to do with the baby once it’s born? 

..How is she going to tell her mother? Or Gramps... Souta.. all of her friends. This was all so sudden. She was stupid; she could have prevented all of this. She could have.. she shouldn’t have ever done anything with him. She shouldn’t have been caught up in her hormones-- No. She doesn’t regret that. She loved Inuyasha and would never trade their time together for anything in the world. Not even for this. Granted they could have taken the precautions to avoid something like this; but they didn’t. They were foolish and reckless and now Kagome was going to have a baby. 

The schoolgirl had to go back, she had to find Inuyasha and tell him as quickly as possible. No-- no she wasn’t going to tell him yet. He was just getting his life back on track; she couldn’t screw that up. Wait.. would he be able to tell such things--? 

It didn’t matter-- regardless of what she was going to do or say or not say; Kagome had to return back to the Feudal to at least see Inuyasha. 

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The hanyou was in his room as usual. Ever since his argument with his brother, he had kept himself trapped here and refused to come out unless Kagome nagged him enough to come out. And even then it was a fight. 

The girl stared at his door for a long while; trying to prepare herself for whatever was to come. She couldn’t act weird in front of him; nor could she act like anything was wrong. She needed to be strong and just.. face him. 

And the doorknob twisted-- slowly; until the door finally opened and Kagome slipped inside. Her chocolate eyes stared at his form for a while. And right as she was about to speak, she choked on her words-- but she still smiled. That same innocent and sweet smile she always gave him. 

Don't mind me, I'll just be over in the corner, having a heart attack....