y’all... i’m so sad. like, i’m as sad as i was in middle school. which is not good. like i just hate myself so much. i hate they way i look. no boy is ever gonna like me let alone actually love me. none of my friends genuinely like me or love me. i just in it alone. i have no one to turn to when i actually wanna vent. i’m just so sad. i hate it so much. i thought i would never be this sad again but here i am. i should have never expressed my emotions to be honest. i really should have been how i was in middle school and just never talk about my feelings and go through everything by myself. it was better that way bc at least i would know that u wouldn’t have to experience the loss of someone i genuinely care about. or hope that other people would care about me. it was just me myself and i. and i wish i could just be like that again. like yeah i would be depressed but honestly who cares. i don’t care. ugh i’m just so sad. i hate feeling this way.
