Jun 15
stay tuned for the "Jay was never actually planning on leaving in The Buffet, he just wanted Matt to reassure him that he's making the right choice by staying" meta... someday...
#ntbts#nirvanna the band the show#mostly informed by the boy and how jay works thru his issues by steering matt and himself#towards the things that he's hung up about#but he cant take ownership of it he has to be like 'noooooo we cant go to wonderland...'#and then when he does start letting himself relax they take things too far and mike gets sick#perhaps more proof in jays mind that he cant ever be the leader because he always screws everything up#pushing back against matt and provoking him is the only tool he has that he isn't afraid to use#yeah.......... yeah
