#yeah rant

does anyone else get that intense urge to be annoying as fuck sometimes. Like please let me say the same sentence over and over at different rates each time it’s the only outward expression of energy that I can do at the moment please let me meow please let me poke holes in an orderly fashion with my fork on my quesadilla please I know I have tryphobia to a degree but sometimes I find comfort in the things that repulse me please let me stare at you then burst out in laughter at certain times my heart beats really fast and I would be screaming on the top of my lungs if I didn’t have self control

My 16 year old brother thinks he's so funny when I get my period and likes to make fun of me for it But I'm not even fazed by it like whoop dee doo I fricken bleed every month are you sure you want to mess with me Like wow "she's a girl omfg" um yeah you've lived with me for 13 years??

tonight we're getting fucked up again and i really want to go back to carlie jo's but we'll probably go to nick's and i don't want to go to nick's i mean i like him and all but he has corona and i want liquor and shana doesn't want to go to carlie's because dustin isn't there to drive us up the dirt road and i think i'm going to cry bc carlie and his crew are so fucking chill like i am in love he told me to come back whenever i wanted and that his home was mine and that was the first time i even met him he is chill as shit and my jacket smells like pot and alcohol and like fire smoke wtf i have been fucked up all day you guys and i had to hang out with mum and i love her and i got a johnny cash shirt and john is my fucking hero so yeah i have like three shirts of john now idk what i'm saying or where i'm going bye