#yeah btw

I can express myself more online, but irl? Alot of people would just get confused, I want to go by Zade and legally change my name to it, but alot of people are still calling me names I went by.... main one being Ash or Max- so- there's that... I tell them I go by He/They, and still use she,, it's just hard to express myself in my home town so I basically just dumb it down and tell them they can still call me Ash, Max, Miles- and just don't correct them,, cause when I do they complain it's hard.... even if I came out literally 4 years ago, my mom, step dad, little sister, and baby brothers seem to be the only people who get it, and use he/him it's frustrating at times- and they only know I have a partner- they have no clue what I like-