#yan post

Yes I wish someone stalked all my accounts. Yes I wish someone saw my vent posts and actually comforted me instead of saying same. Yes I wish someone saw posts that reminded them of me and reblogged it. Yes I wish someone would dedicate a post to me. Just one. Yes I wish someone was open about their feelings for me and said it a lot. Sighh

♰ 𓈒 in the end i always forget myself. i lose myself in the anger and jealousy and start to resent everything around you until my gaze alone wilts the flowers your hands graze. but in the end, you always come home to me, and in the end, your place is by my side - whether thats at my heel or in my arms. a princess does not kneel unless she's appeasing to her queen, after all

Sometimes I wish I was an angel…or divine spirit of sorts. I would choose someone to guide and help ,and they would listen,obey and worship my words. My rules would be law and they would do anything to not lose my trust and love…but I’ll never be loved like that.

I have to be 100% honest,I hate it when in media,they show a character moving on from their partner who committed. “I might not have you in my life anymore but I want to live for you” while cracking someone else and marrying them. I would hate to be the next partner after my ex lost their “love of their life” and I would also hate the idea of being the dead lover everyone moves on from. I hate this whole concept and I never feel any closure from it,especially as someone suicidal knowing everyone will move on. Which is why I genuinely can’t read some books or watch some shows that have it. Idk if anyone else can understand this feeling.