limbo, that’s his current situation, stuck in a netherworld between embarrassing attempts at flirting and the ambiguous result to the venture controlled part by curiosity and part by something magnetic. (hormones? human nature? not enough research could answer questions on interpersonal relationships) and he’s stuck in a place in time where only text is exchanged, information broken apart and transferred by the help of control channel, and with each flashing notification he feels himself become more anxious. this is exactly why studying is infinitely better than companionship - but the thought is overcome by a million others and he replies with his brow characteristically furrowed.
(. txt ) d&d as a euphemism for what? dicks and dungeons? what kind of person do you think i am?
(. txt ) wait. don’t answer that. i forgot you’re borderline delusional.
his fingers cease their jittery, hyperactive movements as a new string of messages arrive, the letters black like crows and his head swathed in similar confusion, lost in the dark with only a box of matches. what? is he really being asked out on a date to a carnival (to someone who has never been, no less) or is it possible that he’s the delusional one here and - oh, he called me cute. fuck, heat rises to his cheeks and muttered swears breaks the silence as he sits there, staring at the texts that can’t be logically denied as accidental practically giddy. he’s screwed, totally, irrevocably, screwed.
(. txt ) did you send that to the wrong person? i’m not cute. who is it that you think you are talking to? i am the danger.
(. txt ) when are you free?
he's not too worried, not at all ( not really ) -- the thought of being rejected never really crosses his mind because jr knows it won't happen. byunghun obviously likes him too much ( but he's a typical tsundere; hey, he learned that word just for byung ok. ) he likes this game of cat and mouse, jr has known somewhere in his heart that they were bound for this sometime. ever since he first caught sight of hot pink hair and mildly excited eyes, he's wanted -- it's a strange feeling, wanting things when you're determined to live simple. but now jr has the mouse in his paws and he won't let go. it doesn't take too long for messages to start flying in -- and jr can't stop that smile from creeping on his lips, just imagining the put off look on pretty boy's face is enough to have him grinning ear to ear.
(. txt ) you're the one who said it, not me --
(. txt ) come on, am i really that delusional? you know you want me ~
his eyes twinkle -- he's teasing, he can't help it. jr can't help but wonder what byunghun's face looks like now; probably red and annoyed and something else that he can't really put a name to -- maybe he looks happy. maybe a little hopeful. jr definitely hopes so; his fingers give pause over his phone screen as his smile freezes and a little hint of doubt crosses his eyes. he probably shouldn't do this -- start something up with byunghun, really; he doesn't deserve it but he wants, and the momentary lapse of judgment passes with the flash of a new text. he smiles.
(. txt ) your name is lee byunghun, isn't it?
(. txt ) i think you're the only person i'd ever call cute ok pls
(. txt ) uhh i don't think you know what danger is. you're cute. like a mouse.
he almost laughs in triumph. almost. but his heart is too full to bursting and jr can't answer fast enough --
(. txt ) right now. whenever. let's go together. (: