#xelara

mc in chapter 15

1). Had the company and comfort of her guard/friend offered to them with a clumsy and awkward kindness special only to that guard (ezo), as well as the subdued support of the other guards. In addition to that, a bonding moment to almost fully abolish the loneliness and clarity (of the crown’s feelings).

And,

2). Had the experience of intense intimacy with her lover that completely abolished not only the loneliness, but the anxiety and burden. And another bonding moment that successfully aided a sore, aching part of the crown that has (and probably will) affected her for the months since her parents died and they became the crown — honest, equal connection and support.

(This is for X’s route and on the high romance)

Qeresî, this was so… heartwarming. To read. Genuinely. Thank you.

Ofc we’re all as little disappointed the sex scenes can’t be super explicit, but that wasn’t really a problem; and the fact that in between the descriptions of sex, there were moments were the crown’s feelings were being described — what this meant to her and such — made up for the lack of explicit sexual descriptions. Which, in turn, made it feel as if the scene wasn’t lacking a thing at all (though there doesn’t have to be something taken away from a scene like that simply because it’s not explicit yk?)

i drop this on you and fly away

I’m gonna chew on these characters bc it’s text based there’s no fullbody references for the LI’s grrr growls tugs them between by teeth

Do NOT use apple’s freeform to draw btw this thing is low quality bc if I draw too much it crashes I took screenshots as my way of saving/layers 👎 previous “layers” below

Happy birthday X 🫶🏼💖

Fire and Water!

meanwhile...

ŞEHLA - she/her, my very own Crown and her brain that goes brrr when Xelef is around...