#xannybars

Do you have ever pop a xan, knowing they take all your feelings away and sitting there like: "oh shit I'm so emotionless"? Like you've lost all your emotions and you don't know how some emotions feel like anymore. Or you pretend to be happy or to love, but you don't know what's it's like to be happy or to be in love. And then you're just sitting there, poppin another xanny, because you think it's better to feel nothing and everything will get better. But there comes a time, when you realize they've taken all your feelings away and then you ask yourself if they will ever come back. Lol this is truly fucked up.