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Hulks and School busses 🦖 🚌

A green hulk mad yellow school busses a Lil over 20. 8 alprazolam ER 1mg. Took 8 of those and 6 yellows feeling good

Real or not ? You be the judge ?(; #xanax #barz #alprazolam2mg #hulks #schoolbusses (at The Valley)

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Busses n monsters 🖤

Well here it is yet again and it never gets easier ... wake up to this sick feeling in the pit of my stomach seeing the kids walking by with backpacks so excited and nervous and all I can do is feel so sick to my stomach.. It is an awful feeling , the what could and SHOULD be ! I could literally throw up on cue .. can’t stop thinking about you Abbie 💔💜😇🌸My sweet girl .. I was in your room this morning and your school safety sash still hangs by the window and backpack beside your bed w/ the stuff you had in it the day you were killed .. all I can keep saying is how sorry I am , and crying wishing praying things could be different and there is no hope .. It can never be better it will always be this and they say time heals , well not this wound ...I will be trying to stay as far away from social media as possible it’s not that I’m not happy for people going back to school and seeing posts about kids and their grade they are beginning but to be honest it kills me .. This is such a hard day always is and always will be .. the sadness, anxiety, emptiness and anger takes over and it doesn’t go away ... I am so so sorry AbbieGirl 😢💔 This Should not be ! My heart hurts SO badly by stomach is churning I am trying to get through this minute by minute.. it is Definitely “one of those days” say a little prayer for us and be so so grateful if you don’t live this life like I do ... #firstdayofschool #heartbrokenmommy #AbbieGirl #schoolbusses #grief #childloss #forever11 (at Emmaus, Pennsylvania) https://www.instagram.com/p/B1oN6zgH91-efTO1rrUX0Oigtv7IX_1a0wPZtI0/?igshid=hjjc5q5frog5