#wylankin

as Wylan: it was nearly impossible to get Jesper to slow down, but when he finally did and i was able to just cuddle with him in bed or sit quietly with him for a moment, that was always the most comforting thing. we led such chaotic lives, so i really treasured being able to just have a moment of calm with my love by my side.

as Padmé: similarly to Wylan's comfort,,,, when Anakin would come visit and we didn't have to worry about politics or the Jedi, we could just sit in my apartment and talk. he would bring me sushi and we would sit on the couch and just chat. oh and another big comfort was anytime i would go back to Naboo. specifically when it was a vacation, not a political trip. i would float in the lake and relax and wouldn't have to worry about anything. that was really comforting.

as Louis: the most comforting thing to me, at least in retrospect, is the time I spent with my family. walking down the New Orleans streets with Lestat on a warm night, spending time with Claudia, even the years i spent with Armand. oh and - not related to people - the most comforting feeling is being in a coffin, which i guess sounds really weird to some people. it just feels like a secluded space where you can just get away from the world. plus they're pretty soft. idk I really miss sleeping in a coffin.

there's so many more but these are the Big Ones on the mind rn

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as Wylan, i desperately want to learn to play the flute again and would love a flute like my old one, but that's crazy expensive and I don't think I'd be any good but yeah,,, I really really want a flute. and some crow themed jewelry.

as Wanda, it would be so healing to have our rings again, just to have something to remind me of Vis and I :( and a version of the property deed for our house in Westview

as Lucy, I would love to have my dagger and my cordial again. or some jewelry with lion themes, for Aslan.

as Aziraphale, this is really silly but in this life I wear a lot of rings and I really really want a snake ring to remind me of Crowley. I think that would be lovely.

okie that's all, these are the big things I really really would love to get <3 (I've been sending more asks recently so im gonna put a tag teehee)

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most of my kins either have autism, adhd, or both. a lot of them have chronic pain too. these seem to be universal constants for me lol. a lot also have some combo of depression, anxiety, and PTSD.

Wylan is dyslexic on top of the autism, so that's fun too.

Louis has a lot of memory issues, as well as the PTSD and general fucked up things going on there. shocker, guy who is almost constantly dissociating and has severe memory loss had a fucked up past.

I feel like Grace has religious OCD. because, well, you've seen her.

Bella has really severe anxiety and depression, which now that I think about it, is part of the reason why it really really bugs me when people make fun of how she acts and stuff.

as I said at the beginning, all of my kins have some combo of disabilities going on, but these are just some specific examples off the top of my head.

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I never had to worry about being seen as "too feminine" to be a man, it was bliss. I nearly cried the first time I told Kaz my pronouns and he just, didn't care. He accepted them and used them with no issue, all of the crows did.

I don't think i'll ever stop missing them.

-Wylan

Kaz, our leader, our bastard of the barrel. I miss you and your crazy schemes. thank you for giving me a chance.

Inej, our wraith. I miss you and your kindness and unshakeable bravery. thank you for showing me such kindness.

Nina, our heart. I miss you and your unashamed passion and kind heart. thank you for caring so hard for all of us.

Matthias, our wolf. I have the least memories of you, but regardless, I miss you and your bravery. thank you for joining our ragtag group wholeheartedly.

Jesper. my love. my world. I have no words for how much I miss you. I miss your stupid cocky smile and your dumb flirty comments and the way you made my heart flutter just by looking in my direction. I miss talking to you late into the night. I miss everything. if I keep going I will start crying so just. thank you for being you.

my fellow crows. I miss you all so much. No Mourners.

-Wylan