#wwrjd

but not the way i see you

of court not 

im not:

pretty enough 

smart enough

talented enough

good enough 

and this pretty much sucks

because here i am head over heels for this jerk of a friend

and he never actually hears whats i say.

drunk as fuck

and i open my fucking heart out to you. 

and i still get a booty call from you

and here i am hurt

feeling like shit. 

not being able to talk to anyone because people be mad at me

not being able to eat because i have a loss of appetite

and i honestly don't want to talk to anyone because you know what i don't think any of the guys will understand this but the girls.

yeah im stupid

but so are you

because im right in front of your fucking face...i put up with your shit but apparently you take that for granted.

you learned how to treat me like shit. yeah id go home with you if you realized that i am more than a face and that i have feelings. enough feelings to fall for an asshole like you. but you dont see me. you see my body. you dont hear me you hear what you want. you can sweet talk all you like but its never gonna be me... 

IT WILL NEVER BE ME