God. I swear it was me and you. I swear we had it all. I thought there were no stopping us. We had plans remember? Im supposed to let you drive my car, you're supposed to trip me in the retirement home and then sit by my hospital bed, I'm supposed to give you a fridge box, you were supposed to walk me up to that amazing view, you were supposed to go to more conventions with me in a wheel chair...we were supposed to be the couple goals. We were supposed to be everything. But now you ran off with him, the boy who hurt you so many times. I fucked up so bad. I truly did. I lost you and all the future memories we were supposed to make. Goddamnit. Id give the world for a second chance. Id give everything I ever have to walk with you again. What I wouldn't give to get you back. Im trying so desperately to win you back. But no matter how hopeless I feel about it, im still trying, im still going for you, I'm still dreaming you'd come back. And even if you tell me to give up, I won't. I know you thought you caused me pain but you didn't. My own stupidity did, and god i just needed that while to think, i truly did. And after talking to people i realized that I shouldn't tear myself up over a friendship. I know you didn't want to tell me that I caused you pain, but I damn well I know I did. All I ask is for that last chance all I ask is that we can make things right, because Id give everything for that, I'd give everything to have you back in my life again..
