perhaps the worst feeling in the world was feeling like you’d lost a friend. kissing lido had been a mistake --- cami was her best friend, and lido’s recent ex-wife, so it only made sense that it was a mistake. she’d planned on telling the girl as soon as it’d happened, but life had gotten in the way. with the reza’s charity gala, and the way things had exploded with arlo, there just hadn’t been time for her to get cami alone. in a way, she supposed those were just excuses. she didn’t want to tell cami, because she didn’t want to hurt her. somehow, tmz had gotten ahold of the story before she could make her way home and to cami’s room. she felt sick to her stomach as she made her way down the hallway, knocking on the door before letting herself in, arms wrapping over her chest, hugging herself, a defense mechanism she’d learned as a child. ‘ hey, ’ she started, frown on her lips as she noticed the suitcase on the blonde’s bed, clothes already thrown into it. ‘ um ... i’m guessing you’ve already heard some of the story. or read about it, ’ she told her, teeth chewing nervously on her bottom lip. ‘ but it was just a kiss, cami. and it didn’t mean anything. i was going to tell you. i just ... it was a mistake, alright ? and i’m so fucking sorry. ’ @wtfcami