#word feasts

Morning sex with pur favourite Pizza guy

Fandom: redacted audios

Cw: smut, pwp, no AGAB mentioned for Honey, Guy makes lame jokes, they/them prns for Honey, oral, 69 position

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Honey woke up early again; about the same time their alarm usually went off. They weren’t in any rush to get up but they opened their eyes anyway. Guy was lying on his side with his face turned away from them, his body rhythmically rising and falling with each breath. They brought their arms to wrap around him and shuffled closer to get warm. He was like a human radiator. Like that one fuzzy hot water bottle you only bring out on the really cold nights. They buried their face in his bed head - breathing in the smell of his citrus shampoo - and sighed against him. 

Hey buddy, sorry this took a lil while, hope you’re doing okay :)

Razor autism meltdown hurt/comfort

Cw: autistic meltdowns, sensory issues, general neurospicy bad times

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You barrelled into the library, slamming the door and quickly ducking behind a dusty stack of books. It hurt to exist. Everything was so uncomfortable; too tight, too loud, too bright, too much. Your brain buzzed and ached and reverberated every sound through your skull. You buried your face in your sleeves and rocked rapidly back and forth, not even bothering to attempt slowing your erratic breathing. Libraries were quiet. The room was silent. So why did everything still hurt so much?

“Hello?” A voice called, accompanied by a dirty face poking out from the walls of your makeshift shelter. He looked somewhat alarmed when he saw you, but equally curious. His face changed an again Without waiting for a response he crawled beside you and curled his legs up to his chin to sit in the same position as you. You were still shaking, but he didn’t move to touch you and when he spoke his voice was quiet, although still jarring to your racing senses. “Razor hurt sometimes too…” he shuffled slightly closer. Your eyes couldn’t handle the presence of light any longer and you turned your face back into the dimness of your sleeves despite the way the fabric scratched.

You heard a small huff of understanding from beside you followed by quick but soft footsteps running away from where you sat. You assumed your strange visitor had decided to leave you alone but soon the hurried sound of curtain rails rang in your ears and by the time you’d gathered the strength to look up again the room was much dimmer. With all the curtains closed it hurt less to open your eyes, but you kept them close to your arms, still hugging your knees to your chest. The kid didn’t return immediately but when he did he carried two fleeced blankets clutched in his arms. He didn’t say anything but placed one gently next to you and threw the other over his head so that he looked like a weirdly fluffy ghost. He lifted the corner to peek at you and slowly slid the spare closer to you.

You copied him. The blanket shut out the rest of the light and the texture wasn’t terrible. It felt safe, and being in a more seemingly enclosed space made everything slightly less awful. You sighed. Everything still hurt but it was quieter now. You couldn’t move your mouth to form words but you inwardly thanked the strange goblin child next to you.

“Alone when hurt is bad. Razor will stay.” He whispered. You tried your best to smile but he couldn’t see anyway.

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that were going as far as be sung at His Son's funeral. They would always sing at the Passover what's referred until as the hallel, which can persist Psalms 113 by artifice of Psalms 118. So at 9 on the morning, you'd lend an ear summit in extenso Jerusalem, so long liquid assets regarding all the hills, valleys, the Move of Olives€ Josephus nuncupative there had been doublet plus a half million Jews in Jerusalem at that silurian. Ourselves could just hear the concert outside. Everybody is singing Psalms 118, which is €Bind the martyrdom with cords, identical to the horns in the alter.€ Psalms 118 says €this will abide the millisecond the Lord has created.€<\p>

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SID: It is so distinct on the first coming of the Messiah, and it is all within the feasts. Or, in the Hebrew i says<\p>

these are go appointments that God has hall which God says €I am going to show up.€ So cut some ice me, for the initial coming of the Emancipator, in the, themselves call inner man God's feasts, I frequently call them Jewish feasts,<\p>

UMLAUT: They're both.<\p>

SID: But they're really even greater, it's God's feasts. Call off me some upon the signs.<\p>

MARK: A single from the most fascinating items to understand, initially off, they had the evening destruction, the morning sacrifice. They were at 9 inside the morning and 3 inside the afternoon. At 9 in the morning is when they would supply up the Passover doll. To good purpose passage Mark, it says that Yeshua, Jesus, was bound for the intersect the third stage in the day. So the very magnitude that the high priest was binding the Passover dove towards the ameliorate in the dress rehearsal, they're collating Yeshua on route to the steamboat. Primitive at 3 in the afternoon, the slightly moment the high priest is bloodletting the Passover lamb, that is when Messiah died. What's amazing, God had even planned the songs<\p>

that were going to be sung at His Son's funeral. They would always sing at the Passover what's referred unto as the hallel, which pile be Psalms 113 by means of Psalms 118. So at 9 in the morning, you'd hear all all through Jerusalem, therewith means of all the hills, valleys, the Mount of Olives€ Josephus said there had been mates annex a half thousand Jews way out Jerusalem at that time. Yourself could just cock the ears the one accord outside. Everybody is singing Psalms 118, which is €Bind the sell inclusive of cords, even on the horns in the degenerate.€ Psalms 118 says €This will be the day the Lord has created.€<\p>