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Vanâs scars
After the wolf attack the fact that Vans face has healthier together is a remarkable thing. HoweverâŠ
For the rest of their life Van has issues chewing, their jaw also dislocates all the time.
Their face is not the only place they have scares they have some big claw marks on the top of their shoulders and shoulder blade. They are all raised and didnât heal as well as the ones on Vans face.
Wolf Attack
Brainstorming my Wolf Attack chapter and hereâs some tarot inspo
PART 1/2
can't get over the idea of a yellowjackets au where van dies from her injuries from the wolf attack.
everything still happens the same in s1. van survives the attack, tai stays with her, the others help carry her back, they stitch her up. laura lee dies trying to fly for help. tai makes them masks and they come out at doomcoming. the hunt happens. van tries to explain about the connection with Something out here in the wilderness. tai dismisses her before trying to comfort her and smooth things over. lottie kills the bear. jackie dies in her sleep.
but van's injuries become infected. there's nothing they can do. does she hide it from the others at first? does she take shrooms and drink berry wine to dull the pain? it's not quick, like laura lee and jackie.
tai blames herself. van doesn't blame her, but she doesn't understand how she could survive plane crashes and fire and wolves only to die from blood poisoning. lottie comes out with some of the wilderness cult stuff (this is what It wants and all that) and tai could kill her, but it brings van comfort, so tai relents. at least van's able to say goodbye before she dies.
tai wouldn't keep her in the meat shed. tai would want to cremate her right away, like after the wolf attack.
and tai... well she is the queen of repression. i think she'd just soldier on. keep trying to keep everyone together, help shauna through her pregnancy, survive the winter, while anytime she falls asleep her subconscious takes over and her grief causes chaos.
there's a deep connection between tai, lottie and shauna. because they all lost the person they loved most. they all blame themselves. and they're all handling it (or not handling it) very differently.
and maybe season 2 plays out very similarly. van's scenes are pretty much all with tai anyway. tai still talks with van in private. she knows it's just a part of grief, she knows van's not a ghost and not really there (right?) but she feels crazy anyhow.
shauna talking with jackie's corpse freaks tai out (projecting much) but lottie insists it's healthy. tai finds out shauna's moving jackie's body around and she loses it. they're going to cremate jackie right away, like they should've done from the start. lottie stands up for shauna. everyone else lets the three of them fight it out. as jackie burns, it's shauna, tai and lottie standing at the alter.
after the cannibalism of jackie - is tai conflicted about not eating van? logically from the waste of meat/resources, or emotionally from the connection it could've brought even after death? given that it was Other Tai who ate jackie and how horrified tai was the morning after, she was probably relieved van was able to be laid to rest without any more guilt or suffering
tai sees van participating in the wilderness stuff. bringing birds to lottie and kneeling, sitting in the morning prayer groups. is it guilt over what van would've been doing if she was alive? some secret part of tai admitting that she wants to believe too? van's spirit trying to encourage tai?
a major difference could be who's helping tai with her sleepwalking. maybe no one, and it's a spectre of van out in the woods with Other Tai. maybe it's shauna, who already knows about the problem and offered to stay with tai during the night before. or lottie, who sees Other Tai's connection with the wilderness as something divine. or akilah, who wants to protect her friend and slowly starts to believe there's something more going on out there (setting her up for s3).
a possibility is: in terms of the show, if van died between s1 and 2, and we're keeping the mystery going, maybe it's not clear at first that van has died. in 1996 when they talk in private or tai watches her and looks guilty it's not yet clear why. lottie tries to talk with tai and connect but tai brushes her off, but it's ambiguous as to What they're talking about, maybe just about the wilderness. no one talks about what happened to van because taissa doesn't want to.
in 2021 when tai's marriage is falling apart and she's sleepwalking again and Other Tai pushes her to find van, maybe she still does. she finds the adult van and begs for help. van tries but she thinks tai's not facing the real issue here.
and we eventually realise van is dead. there are hints at it, easier to notice in hindsight. but tai and van go to lottie's retreat and only tai is acknowledged. someone stumbles onto teen tai with van and asks who she's talking to and tai defensively walks off claiming she's just thinking out loud. the loss of the baby is what finally cracks tai's wall of grief and she and lottie attempt to talk as they look for crystal/kristin.
after javi's death, it could be tai who talks with travis. it could also still be van - travis is talking with dead people now too.
for the cave dreams in s3 maybe it's tai who takes van's place. haunted by fire and those who've died. or mari, who's conflicted about whether ben started the fire. and when they're in the classroom because i'm not confined with actor's schedules or payment they're surrounded by those who've died in the wilderness. rachel, laura lee, jackie, van, crystal/kristin, javi. mindlessly sitting and listening to lottie's lecture.
but it's van that tai calls on to help her when she's chosen to kill ben. it's van who suggests connecting with Other Tai and tries to help. (real ghost van? or a figment of tai's grief?)
and after the frog scientists have come and they hope to find rescue - lottie, shauna and tai are staying. why would they go, when what they want is still here?
in the adult timeline, of course tai is haunted by wolves. a wolf took her first love from her.
this would change s3's adult storyline a lot but i wasn't thrilled with tai's story anyway (tawny and lauren were amazing though). tai could be trying to save her marriage and family and career while being very haunted by her dead girlfriend. and van could still have a role - being the embodiment of the connection to the wilderness. or perhaps a more corrupted version after everything (like the laura lee adult lottie sees in s2) giving a voice to Other Tai or to tai's darkest desires as tai still tries to piece her "perfect" life back together. but she could be in new york and take a carriage ride through central park and eat pretzels with van, only she's alone in the carriage.

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Dead On Your Feet- Chapter 5
Chapter 1 is Here
Chapter 2 is Here
Chapter 3 is Here
Chapter 4 is Here
Summary: An AU in which Hangman is team leader and takes the missile to save Rooster, yet Bradley comes back to save Hangman as well. As he struggles to get himself and his teammate home, Jake is pushed to his limits in more ways than even he anticipated.
Chapter 5 Summary: Jake and Bradley realize itâs not just enemy soldiers they need to worry about in the frozen tundra.
Roar
Fanart of the book Eclipse by Stephenie Meyer
when the wolves come out
(everyone loves a little fluffy h/c and bonding, right? also yes thatâs a 1D reference. no I will not apologize for it)
Iâm not doing a tag list cause I honestly donât have the energy for that but if you follow the âgeraskier beauty and the beast auâ tag youâll see every one of these. Iâm also gonna add a masterlist to my pinned post
also please please comment. thatâs the stuff that keeps me writing. please.
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âGet away from him!â Geralt roared. He clutched the hilt of his silver sword with both hands and charged forward. Several dark and horrible-smelling masses of fur had Jaskier backed up and trembling fiercely against the trunk of an ancient oak. Wolves. Theyâd surrounded him while he was taking a walk and now the young human knew his time had come to an end.
Geralt could pick out the bitter aroma of Jaskierâs potent and all-consuming fear even over the scent of the wolf pack and he noted that the boyâs blue eyes were wide and unblinking. Jaskier was utterly terrified; paralyzed in place by the threat of certain death.Â
âJaskier!â the Beast called, drawing the attention of several wolves away from their current prey. âIâm coming, Jaskier! Donât move!â