Nov 1, 2018
I feel like a whale out of water
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I feel like a whale out of water
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Flooding, Stampede, & other Fun Things.
Happy week 32 & 33 (whoops), baby!
Sorry I've been slipping in my posting again! Here are some updates as to what's been going on!
There was a crazy flood in our fine city two weekends ago. Luckily, your dad and I live where we are not likely to be flooded. Unluckily, we were attached to the same power grid as the surrounding neighborhoods who were evacuated, so we spent Friday and part of the Saturday without any electricity! Your Aunt Kore and Uncle Jim were nice enough to take us and the kitties in for the night so we could have some normalcy until it came back on. Since then, it's been a bit surreal, as we have really seen no repercussions from the flood near our place, but the city is still a huge mess and so many people have lost their homes or are trying to repair massive damage. It's a hard time for so many, and I hope recovery continues to go smoothly. We live in a pretty great city, baby. You would be proud at all the people volunteering and offering to help each other out.
I now have someone on board at my job that will be taking care of most things while I am home with you, so I am really pleased about that. Not as pleased as I am that I will be home with you, though :) More and more lately your dad and I talk about how badly we want to meet you. I am really torn, as I love feeling your punches and kicks, but I desperately want to see and feel you and hold you for the first time. You are getting so much stronger, and your docs say you are healthy and growing well. It's not much longer now, baby.
Summer time weather has also started to hit us, and the heat is not my friend. I don't think you've been enjoying it either, as when I've been overheated and not feeling well, you've been sort of slow moving as well. Luckily, today is a nice regular temperature (around 19, I think) and you've been happily dancing away. It's perfect for a Friday! You seem to mostly enjoy moving around near my waist, though. No jabs to the ribs yet, only a couple of stretchy stretches that feel like you want me to sit up straighter from time to time!
Stampede is now here again, and we have been thinking about what it will be like taking you to it in the years to come. Neither of us has gone to Stampede in quite some time, but I'm looking forward to seeing the excitement on your face when you go for the first time! There will be mini donuts and rides galore (at least for me and I hope for you. Your dad doesn't really like many of them, but maybe you can talk him into it for me). We will have blue tongues from cotton candy, and we will come home at the end of the day sweaty and exhausted. I will admit I miss the magic of going to the fair as a kid. I made so many happy memories there and I hope you will too.
I'm feeling pretty big these days and you've been growing like crazy. I've managed to keep my weight gain to the recommended amount (possibly below, my doc's scale says I weigh less than I feel like I do), but my feet still feel like I am recovering from a night in heels pretty well all the time. My hips require me to stand up and move around frequently, or else I am hobbling around like a fat penguin until they get used to the movement again. The other side of that coin is that if I move too much then they begin to ache in a whole new way. I guess this is what the last couple of months of pregnancy is meant to be like, so I'll be thankful it is not worse! I'm sure people around me get a bit of a giggle at the waddle I'm starting to develop :)
Love, Mom
P.S. I had a dream about you last night. You were born with your dad's wild curly hair and a full beard. It was weird to see it on a newborn baby, but you were making it work for you.
Goodbye love{life without you}. (wk33)
"I am falling on my knees As these tears fall hear me please Please come close and hold my hand Cause I never want these days to end I know we've heard these words before And as we stand on this cold dark floor This is the start of something new But I can't imagine life without you I prayed this day would never come. Cause when the clock strikes twelve,our journeys done. And even though we new dawn's begun, I can't help but feel helpless underneath this sun- Set Cause looking back now I got regrets From the things I could've done different ever since the first day we met My mind won't forget I'm happy yet It feels like I'm losing everything, Like there's nothing left! Cause nothing's right And as we stand here tonight I'm trying to hold back these feelings But I swear I'll be alright. Cause this change was never far And as we part ways I beg you Please hear my bleeding heart. I am falling on my knees As these tears fall hear me please Please come close and hold my hand Cause I never want these days to end I know we've heard these words before And as we stand on this cold dark floor This is the start of something new But I can't imagine life without you" Life is all about growth. But in order to grow you must let go. Be it a change in location, a change in life, education, or even death, it's always difficult to let go of the ones we love and who love us. Recently I have started to notice that those who I find myself with everyday, are not going to be with me forever. I don't just mean graduation,though it is one big factor, I mean everyday that passes by is a day that we could not get up. A day where something so crazy may happen that we are changed forever. So I am striving to live and love more purposely, because you truly never know what you have until it's gone. Take these into consideration and as always, have nice day.
Whatevs!
Oh man I do not know what I am going to do. There are only three weeks left until I am officially a senior. I do not know if I am excited or nervous because I have no clue what is going to happen after I graduate, except for going to college. I have had a ton of people come and ask me where I am going to college, or what am I going to college for. I have not the slightest clue what I am going to do at all. So what I just tell people its whatevs. It's not that I don't care it is that I am so tired of people asking. I really just do not want to think about. I honestly try not to think about stuff like that, because I have learned from my sister that it can change at any possible minute. But I do know that whatever I may be studying, or whatever career I am pursuing, I will see it through that I do my best in that field, no matter what happens I will go to college and do what God has planned for my life.