Reason nr 3: It's only when I'm alive I get to enjoy life, make stupid decisions and push through the hard times. This year I became an on again off again smoker, so when I'm struggling with calming my mind I'll turn to cigarettes and nicotine. As I also am a runner and an asthmatic smoking is particularly not good for me, but I'll do it now and again because I can and it is my life. #reasonnr3 #reasonnr_3 #365reasons #365reasonsnottodie #365reasonsnottokillyourself #365reasonsnotto #365reasons_not_to_kill_yourself #365reasons_not_to #mentalhealth #photographyproject #suicideawareness #depressionawareness #anxietyawareness #mentalhealthawareness #photooftheday #blackandwhite #cigarettes #smokingisbad #withinreason