Ok, so there’s this weird thing I’ve been experiencing for a while now and I don’t really know how to research on this, neither do I know what it means or why it happens.
I’m calling it a mixed reality for now until I figure this out, maybe also leaving it in the void of Witchblr, hoping someone knows what this is all about.
What I’m talking about is the feeling of a sudden thought I have during a dream or visualization and not being able to tell if it happened in real life or just in my head later on. For example, I know for a FACT that some time in the past few hours I saw a brown headband somewhere on the floor. It has fallen out of a shelf, I remember that I was on a ladder looking for a book and I thought to myself “I’ll pick that up later”.
First things first, I didn’t stand on a ladder for years now probably. I do have a huge bookshelf however - not high enough to need a ladder though. I also don’t own any brown headbands. The books I’m currently reading are beside my bed, so I don’t remember what exactly I’ve been searching for.
That also often happens with surreal dreams. My head often gets a random glimpse of a dream and I think; “Ah! That was so peaceful / weird / adventurous.” When in reality nothing ever happened and I had my usual 24 hours of a day - getting up / work / lunch / work / going home. And nothing of that sort could’ve happened.
I also tend to remember random stuff I did while I was younger during the day while I research, looking back on it and discovering I always kinda did witchy stuff without even knowing.
Can anyone here explain to me why I mix up realities and how I could figure that out? Did any of you experience it too??
Please let me know, I really am out of ideas what to think about this.
Thank you!!