A Happy New Years to you all, and a special happy birthday to @wildfaewhump!Â
CW: aftermath of explosion, impalement, mild gore, field surgeryÂ
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Lexusâ eyes fluttered open against the smoke and ash hanging in the air. The world around her felt undefined, like she was trapped in an endless dream. A harsh ringing filled her ears as she tried to focus on her surroundings. All she could see was the rising smoke from fires dotting rubble, growing in intensity as she lay on the ground looking at the rocky ceiling.
For a moment, she couldnât recall what it was that caused this carnage. She drifted through a haze with the smoke in the air. Her head rolled to the side, and she saw movement against the flames. Even with her undefined vision, it seemed rushed and panicked. Her body shifted slightly, and she was met with sudden pain and fatigue. A moan escaped her throat and she remembered.
An explosion. A bomb left by Diçian soldiers and set off once they made their escape out of this old missile silo. They were so focused on fighting, no one registered the hidden threat in time. The others, who else had been with her? Byruk, Lulan, Prash, Lylimeph, she couldnât remember how close they were to the blast. She had lost track of Koladi and Alek during the fighting. Dosair and HĹdek had been right next to her, and it was Dosair who spotted the explosive mere moments before it went off. He tried to push them both out of the way.
How long has it been?
Lexus groaned against the ringing and pounding in her head. She had to get up and make sure the others were okay. They could get attacked again at any moment any might not stand a chance against it. Her hands shifted against the ground to find her bearings before pushing herself up. A deep, overwhelming pain shot through her almost immediately and she fell back to the ground, letting out a strangled scream. Her head turned in a shaky motion and she saw it. A large metal spike sticking up through her thigh, her silver blood coating the end as it punctured through the burned remains of her armor. She reached a shaky hand out to brush away the dirt and rocks collected on the exposed scorched skin. Now seeing the wound, agony began to blind her.
âOver here!â The words were barely audible over the ringing and Lexusâ own screaming. The shadowy movement from before came closer to her, kneeling down next to her head and leg. Her head rolled back up towards the ceiling, and she saw Lulanâs face looking down at her. There were bruises and bleeding cuts on his face, but he seemed fine otherwise. His hand sneaked under her head to keep her steady, worry spread across his face. Lexusâ mouth gaped open as she tried to breathe amidst the screams.
âHold on, LexusâŚâ Lulanâs voice seemed distant and faint above her. âYouâre gonna be okay. JustâJust hold on. Hey, medpack!â
Please, it hurts⌠She couldnât form the words she wanted, painful moans being the only sounds she could make. They were caught dry in her throat, frozen as she felt a cold dread flooding over her. She lifted her head, Lulan helping her, to look at the wound again. The other figure by her side was Byruk, who was already working at cutting back the metal in her leg. There was so much blood already. A sudden thought occurred to her, and tears flooded her eyes.
I could die like this⌠I donât want to die⌠Em, please⌠I donât want to dieâŚ
âHere!â She saw Talic rush to Byrukâs side, a medpack ready in his hands. She looked up at him, eyes pleading, begging him to keep her alive. He locked eyes with her and gave her a worried smile, but a smile nonetheless.
âAlright, weâve got to be quick,â Talic spoke to Byruk and Lulan, âSteady her, then lift on three. Ready? OneâŚâ
All other noise blocked out of her ears from the ringing and screaming of her own voice. She felt her body shift up and over, wrenching her leg off the metal where it began to bleed in a steady stream. The cold seemed to take her faster now as she felt the compression of the medpack over her wound. It stopped the bleeding and began to numb the pain with time. Lexus felt her consciousness begin to drift, her breath turning to short gasps within a few minutes.
âGet her back, now!â Talic instructed to Lulan as he secured the medpack tightly. âByruk, help me find the others.â
Lexus didnât have time to think before Lulan lifted her off the ground. She was limp in his arms, slowly growing dead to the world as they moved away from the fires and smoke and carnage. Even now, her eyes tried to scan for the others. They were her friends, her responsibility, and she had to make sure they were okay. Silent, senseless words left her lips as he tried to protest leaving. They failed her, and she pass out into a dreamless state as Lulan took her through the portal.











