“i just want to be numb, i don’t want to feel anything.” - BOSTON @ TIRA
hurt meme. || selectively accepting
─「ティラミス」─ she never understands him.
this had been a thought that was repeating in her mind time and time again, whenever they exchanged words which, more likely than not, would turn into a dispute and argument for they could NEVER agree. his mind was much deeper than she could reach, and so incredibly complex she was unable to fathom how it works as a whole. how he works as a FOOD SOUL when his hatred for humanity simply overpowered everything in its wake.
he had pushed her hand away countless of times — though this time was no different, she could sense how the slap upon her hand wasn’t as AGGRESSIVE as they usually would be. and now, accompanied by the words from his lips, it caused the gentle food soul to pause, lime green eyes staring at him wordlessly so.
she didn’t understand him at all … why would someone want to cast away their emotions ? their ability to feel something ?
isn’t that essential aspect of being ALIVE ? just what exactly have you witnessed in your years of being alive ? what made you like this … ?
“ — then at least let me numb the pain. ” her voice, finally breaking the SILENCE between them came as a quivering tone, one that the brunette didn’t know why she felt the BURNING DROPLETS welled up underneath her gaze. why was it that his words pained her so ? lips thinned and hands balled into fists, where she lowered her head and hid the tears from his sight. he’d BERATE her if he saw — so she wouldn’t let him see them.
she spoke again, this time, voice almost in a plead.
“ just let me heal you at least … please, boston lobster. ”