I couldn't utter my love when it counted. Ah, but I'm singing like a bird 'bout it now.
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I couldn't utter my love when it counted. Ah, but I'm singing like a bird 'bout it now.

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What Is It That Stays My Hand?
Rook/Solas ā Mature ā Read on AO3
Rook believes in redemption; Solas is grim and fatalistic. He refuses to give in. She refuses to give up.
Tags: slowburn, enemies to lovers, eventual romance and smut, angst
This story takes place during the events of Dragon Age: The Veilguard.
With that dagger held unsheathed, I felt sick at my contempt. For you were lonely, you were like me. Like some outside force had sent me. If I was easy to kill, you would have done it already.
Chapter three of āWhat Is It That Stays My Hand?ā is out, in which Rook and her companions travel to the labs below.
Stepping into the Lighthouse courtyard, Rook looks up at the statue of the Dread Wolf towering at its centre. Its presence commands awe, proud and protective, yet thereās something strangely comforting about it too. It watches over them all, she thinks, like a guardian surveying its pack. / And yet, her gaze lingers, and she wonders if sheās mistaken. Perhaps it doesnāt watch over them at all. Perhaps itās simply waiting.
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Rolan x Tav | E | Lead Me Through the Dark | Tagged Content | AO3
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Rolan x Illithid!Tav | M | Drink Dry the River Lethe | Tagged Content | AO3
Gale x OC | G | Gods Damned Gale Dekarios! | Tagged Content | AO3
Dragon Age: the Veilguard:
Rook/Solas | M | What Is It That Stays My Hand? | Tagged Content | AO3
Lavellan/Solas | G | Through the Veil | AO3
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Chapter 15: Conversations in the Fade, is now up on ao3. Weāre in our āeverything is fine, no one is dead, solas definitely isnāt gonna betray herā era.
His closeness had ignited something within herāsomething grounding, and yet completely unravelling. She exhales softly, her fingers brushing over the edge of a vial on the shelf. Maker, what even is this feeling? For weeks, itās been simmering under the surfaceāa connection between them she canāt fully explain, deeper than shared goals or mutual guilt. Itās not just about enjoying his company, though she does, immensely. Itās more than that. Itās as if her soul, as absurd as it sounds, yearns for his.
Rook experiences another one of Solasā memories in the Crossroads, but it raises more questions than answers⦠(and really fucks her up.) The angst arc continues in Chapter 23: The Wolfās Call
She knows she should pull away, deny herself this moment, not let herself sink deeper into something that will only hurt her more. It would be the right thing to doāto resist the silent plea of her body, refuse him the satisfaction of earning even an ounce more of her sympathy. // She should not even want this. // But the battle within her is relentlessāgrief, fury, unbearable longingāa storm that refuses to quiet, or let her go. For a moment, she isnāt sure which part of her is winning. // And then, her heart betrays her.
What Is It That Stays My Hand?
Chapter 10: The Siege of Weisshaupt is out now. Rook may be starting to *Kylie Jenner voice* realise things. ļæ¼
She aches for Solasāfor his guilt, his regrets, the unbearable weight he carries that sheās only now beginning to see. The urge to reach for him rises in her chest like a wisp into a vessel; to hug him, to pull him close, to assure him with a touch that she will not fail, no matter what. // But the courage falters before it can take root. Her arms remain at her sides, heavy with the weight of her own uncertainty. // Sheās not brave enough, not yet.