#whynotnormal

why do they want me to smile? they think it's not okay too feel sad, but it is okay. it is okay to just be sad or angry. they think that these are negative emotions, they're not! they are like all the other emotions. i'm sick and tired of having to suppress my emotion anymore. sometimes my head and heart are about to explode, but i have to stay calm on the outside, act like a composed women, smile every time, be nice with the people i hate, be non-violent (otherwise i have no image or class), my soul should leave the feeling of anger. the anger and tears are like the lave in the volcano of my emotions, and it will blast. can't it just be normal?