#whyiregress

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I am an adult, 22 year old regressor!

Welcome to my about me!

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I've regressed most of my life without realizing what it was called, I didn't know about the term regression up until 6 years ago. I personally regress from ages two to seven years old, mainly due to different traumas' that occurred in various stages' of my childhood. Grooming/CSA and Domestic Abuse being the main root of my regression and mental health issues; those situations plagued me since I was a small child up until my last year in high school.

Unfortunately, I also struggle with my compromised mental health. Being diagnosed with BPD, severe ADHD, Depression, and Generalized Anxiety; means that I struggle to do many things on my own, so having my Caregiver around is truly a gift. Not only does my Carer help me stay on track with being an actual living being, but he also shows me love and care. He's so comforting to be around and he always knows how to make me smile and laugh, I know that I can always be myself around him.

Around literally anyone else, I'm really a quiet and shy person, though I may not seem it here, I really am shy and anxious. I don't like big crowds since they make me physically nauseous (I almost always throw up) and I don't really have any friends because befriending and keeping up with people makes me anxious and flighty; anyone I do befriend in person either move away or just ghost on me...

Anyways..

I do love nature, astrophotography, singing, jumping around, animals, and drawing however! I also like playing video games, when I have the motivation. We have a number of consoles to play on, we even got a Switch recently! My favorite genre of games are Action/Adventure RPGs! My favorite game right now is Horizon Zero Dawn!

Thank you for taking the time to read and get to know me a little better!

I won't say I went through a terrible trauma, I won't even say that there's a negative reason I regress. But I do feel like I should share a bit of my personal history.

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When I was a child, my parents went through a very rough time. My mom's depression and PTSD spiraled explosively out of control. It got to the point where almost every night there was crying and screaming, crashes of throwing things... She would storm out and drive off no matter how late at night it was or whether it was rainy or icy. There was more than one occasion that she threatened suicide. With her children in the next room.

This went on for a long time, until she landed in a mental institution. More than once. Obviously, to see my mother like this was devastating. I just wanted a happy family, but that crumbled away a long time ago. Nowadays things are much better, she’s on medication and there’s a lot less intense episodes. But obviously having a child witnessing all that .... It changed me.

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Now as an adult, I have pretty deep depression and anxiety. In late 2015, I made a new online friend who called herself a “babygirl.” This was my first introduction into regression. She called her boyfriend Daddy and she liked to play with child’s toys and colored and such. I was intrigued. Especially because other babygirls/babyboys on that site made me feel both paternal for them and also childlike. 

In January 2016, I fully regressed for the first time and it felt so good. I was happy, I felt so tiny and I just let all my worries go. I’ve gone through a few “daddies” but none of them have fully clicked with me. Regardless, having a daddy and sometimes a mommy too, I felt like I was loved and happy and had my own little family.

Long story short: I regress because it feels good. I forget about all the negative things and I can just be a baby. I feel so innocent and free. Dark clouds turn to rainbows, hopelessness turns to giggles. That’s it. That’s why I regress.

Thank you for reading! -Star