she pees at four am. in your apartment. wearing your shirt. your big blue shirt. blue bed. blue blanket. blue eyes. she has a way with comfortable without saying it she leaves a headband. she leaves an earring. she leaves both gloves. both socks. a shirt. a library book. you find and find. and you wonder what verdict. when it hurts will you say when big bed. big blanket. big eyes. she creaks the door open. you think you will hear it. you will feel less warm when she goes. but when she comes back. you don’t say it. you open the big blue blanket. you open your big blue eyes. you open 4 am and see the memory of her moving.
where do we go now











