#whatshethinks

i - i, maybe i

just need to get you out of my head;

before it gets messed up,

too.

exhale.

maybe, i don't?

what if i don't want to?

2018.

Just how fast time passes by. It was a year of new opportunities, challenges, happening, awakenings, rejections, disappointments, breakdowns, anxiety and all that.

I’m happy and grateful I’ve made it this far. I just can’t thank the universe so much for everything that I have, I had and I will have. This year was rough and I couldn’t even begin to describe it. I had too much breakdowns this year just because of my self-doubt, the inner voice that kills every single thing down to the core. But, at this very moment, I stand stronger than ever before. When 2019 comes, I’ll be better.

I can’t wait to find new passions, purpose and love. I can’t - I am excited to fall in love. Not exclusively romantically, but I guess I want to fall in love with myself even deeper. Care for myself more. Achieving more. Striving through.

I know I would always be susceptible to any hardships and adversity. But I’m not facing it all alone. I’m with Him. I’m always with Him. And if that’s not enough a reminder, then nothing could ever be.

To fight for what I think is right, to care more about others and think of myself less. To know more about what is relevant, to never be tired of learning more. To love more and hate less.

I guess. This could be it.

2019.

I waited for you.

Trust me, I won’t disappoint.