#whatif...

Well, I got an idea, I thought of Au where BB lived and years later after L's death and Near's upcoming as the new L, BB escaped and learned fairly quickly L has died and there was a new "L"

He decided to create crimes and much to his last murders and puzzles, He placed the initials 'L' and 'N' which caught the attention of Near who took this as a challenge to find the killer.

They later worked together to figure out the case, both being extremely suspicious of one another as the killer and the detective.

Near: "keep your friends close, and the suspension on someone being the killer, Closer.."

We have successfully managed to keep a tiny human alive now for more than 365 days. This might not seem like a big achievement to most but considering this time last year I was struggling to keep myself alive 🤷🏻‍♀️ I’m taking it as an epic win.

Some kids have a poor start in life, ours didn’t. Some parents have a shit start to parenthood, that’s us 🙋🏻‍♀️without my husband being a pure good human being and our immediate families (including some epic friends in there) I literally wouldn’t be here now. Sitting on my toilet, with a mud pack on my hair and a bar of dairy milk. So, yeah, thanks for that. You’ve helped me stay a wife, a mother, a sister, a daughter. An avid enjoyer of chocolate. You’ve kept me alive.

When I completely lost hope they held it for me. Since then my circle has gotten smaller. I’m completely selfish, and I have to be. I need to take care of myself to be able to take care of my family.

It’s 13 months and 3 days since I became a Mum. It’s been really fucking hard. I’ve been at rock bottom and back. I have a beautiful baby who is utterly wild and headstrong. She is the second best thing to ever happen to me, after chocolate.