#whatcouldvebeen

"I got all these memories faded of you With me being faded with you I got all these memories faded of you With me being faded with you...." -memories fade For some odd reason I started playing this album....idk why bt what I can say is this album represents a period in my life when I was lost, blinded by Lust, Free, and betrayed by the person who I wonder about, know they wonder about the same....#memoriesfaded #summer #lostdog #whatcouldvebeen https://www.instagram.com/p/CB488xBBv9f/?igshid=d70x42ji9r7

When you’re at home sick, you watch movies and time go by. #blah #iloveyou3000😢😘 #HalfCrazy #lovelikethatdoesexist #whatcouldvebeen (at Brighton Twp) https://www.instagram.com/p/B0eRQo6Fl6QNwUxLaU7zq6V9TZLXJOSCYT_mJI0/?igshid=xpwbt5g5b3rp

I can’t believe New Donk City almost had cartoony people and filled with ‘90s Nintendo references instead of realistic humans, a New York inspired look and filled with Donkey Kong references. Man, I hope this gets brought back in a future Mario game someday. #SuperMarioOdyssey #Nintendo #ConceptArt #WhatCouldveBeen #NintendoSwitch #Gaming #OriginalIdeasScrapped https://www.instagram.com/p/BpIBdRDhv_u/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1r14aslyavv3e

I go to sleep at night hoping to meet you again. I miss you.

I didn't realize I loved you, until you wet gone. Now, I feel ripped and torn apart into millions of tiny specks and prices without you. I feel excruciating pain and anger, and of course sadness. I feel depressed. I don't understand why. I will never understand why. It will forever be a never ending mystery. And I will always love you , and I will forever dream of what the future could've been like with you. Why did you have to leave? Why take your own life and not think of the people who love you and will forever feel heartbreak because your gone? I don't and won't understand. I love you and miss you with all of myself. Why can't you come back? Please come back Joellen.

Me

-walks around Polis, hand in hand, a proud smile on Lexa's face because love is not weakness after all -finally having the chance to tell Abbey they're a thing and Lexa is suddenly a robot, unable to speak nor move comfortably because it's never been a custom of the grounders to do this (and because Abbeys just an older Clarke and she wants to appear impressive not only only because she's Heda but because she loves her daughter) -Finally introducing Lexa to her friends and she's shocked when Lexa happily greets them all, the tough warrior capable of being a joyful, gentle soul as well -Fierce hugs when either needs to leave for super important, leader stuff and firm kisses on the forehead, nose, lips to remind the other of how much they adore them -Happiness