#welpppppppppppp

this ask is making me feel emotions not designed for humans!!

1- Ok so just. just imagine yoichi's face for a moment, the vault door is cracked open and who comes in? Not his brother, not a guard, not a hero- A CLOWN. A CLOWN COMES IN. A clown with a big painted smile, who steps in, stops, and is thoroughly confused that the vault just has this prisoner inside, not ill-gotten treasure.

2- I mean, he still breaks him out! He just asks as they leave if Yoichi knows where AfO actually keeps the money. Yoichi is like "dude i haven't even talked to another non-afo human in two months." Oji takes him to one of the organizers who helps him give money back to the community to get him a meal and a bed and some clothes.

3- Yoichi asks around and learns that Oji apparently does not just steal from villainous cult leaders and terrorists, but also from government agents and heroes who are profiting off the system. Yoichi is... look im not gonna lie. he's kinda into it. He wants those selfless heroes, he wants that storybook hero and this guy is literally robin hood, perfect. even if he needs a new costume asap.

4- Yoichi starts helping Oji, because one does not survive AfO so long by being completely stupid, providing insight into the victims and distractions for the thievery. Which means that inevitably, people realize that Yoichi is there and helping, and also who doesn't want to nab AfO's brother? yeah this turns Oji into a bodyguard sometimes too. bodyguard au... oh boy

SIIIIIIIGH. GROOOOOOOOAAAAAAANNN. WHYYYYYYYYYY????

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So I was invited to an old friend’s birthday party/going away party. And I saw people I knew and most that I knew OF and others who’s faces I couldn’t make out.

And all the while I was trying to get this person’s attention??? The person in question i had some weird lingering feelings for (irl and I’m pretty sure it was attraction but I guess it was during a part of my life where my boyfriend of 5 years at the time and I were going thru some stuff and I was feeling really lonely and confused). And despite my attempts of trying to hang out with this person and get their attention, they barely gave me some acknowledgement before moving on to the next person, assuming they’re hosting the party/interacting with someone they’re more actively associating with.

And I was pretty bummed about it because I felt like I was being ignored????? But then I realized that I was probably no longer in this persons life anymore. I was way too hung up on this person with a bond that I read as something else because I was trying to fill in what I was missing from the relationship I had with my boyfriend (long distance btw). So obviously I was heartbroken by it. So I ended up kinda unceremoniously left this person’s house but not without saying “I wish you’ll be happy” before leaving, hoping they heard but also at the same time not caring if they didn’t??????

Then I woke up, kinda tearful and bittersweet.

But a bit more accepting of my drifting friendships in general.

At least in my adult life now, I’ve established my solid friendships with the people I have in my circle now. The ones that stayed mostly. I’m really hesitant in making new ones because I’m trying to fix myself emotionally and don’t want to get too attached in fear of driving them off.

And there’s my wonderful boyfriend that Ives been with for 9 years now, someone that I can’t see a future without with memories I mostly remember with.

Supernatural/Sons of Anarchy crossover AU set post an almost-canon S5 of SPN. Still reeling from the loss of Sam, Dean finds himself on a hunt in Charming, CA. Through circumstance, he finds himself allying with Jax Teller and the Sons of Anarchy motorcycle club. As the hunt continues and Jax and Dean get closer, they discover what’s happening in Charming is even bigger than anyone thought. The fate of the world may depend on their choices—and whether or not they both make it out of this alive. 

Pairings: Dean Winchester/Jax Teller, mentions of past Wincest.