#weird episodes

Was trying to get transferred over to the chair using the board, and I suddenly just lost strength and sort of faceplanted into the arm that was on there. Good save with her catching me from going into the floor, though 😑 My nose is a little sore, but no real harm done to anything.

She thought it looked like I fainted, but I never registered blacking out at least. I just sort of lost strength and went limp.

My blood pressure was OK after that. They'd been trying to get it up some before I even started into much PT, but it evidently wasn't the issue this time.

My guess? Some other weirdass dysautonomia thing they don't know to take into account.

After a little rest, I thankfully did get over into the chair successfully. And I'm feeling basically current-normal now.

But yeah, the PT people are not necessarily keen on more transfer practice right now, just in case.

To start, it’s the first episode with Bart. Which isn’t strange on its own, but it’s probably the reason he got called “Bill”.

Also, Steve Burns really did not have his Rodney voice down yet, because he just sounds like Mitch on a bad day. I mean, it was only his second Rodney episode, but it still sounds a little off.

…And that fact makes it all the weirder when you realize (like I did for the first time today) that Rodney/Steve Burns/Mitch was pushing around Peter/Katie Leigh/Connie.

So while me and my big bro were watching the ppg episodes, i saw one of the episodes that was really interesting and kind of wtf but funny moment in season 5. Yes I know about season 5 not being the ‘best’ on some fans point of view because craig left the girls BUT i still think its the same but a different spice to it if you know what i mean.

Now season 5 episodes are quite sometimes off feeling and on topic times that i like because they sort of change the ‘story board’ people which makes it much more interesting to dive into someone other perspective view on the story of the ppg well more of an episode to be exact. The ones that i have seen so far are like 5 or maybe 6 so far, one of them sort of stood out from them (I don’t mean ‘the boys are back’ that episode was just freaking awesome and wonderful.) which was when the girls “peed” the bed or ‘wet’ the bed to be exact, the girls were like acting off spacing off you can tell from the way they acted it was just crazy that one incident can really mess little girls, i know their little girls but wow what was this person thinking when they created this episode? It was just o-o” damn..its only a wet bed i would of suspect that blossom would of been clam and chilled try to solve the mystery on who did it but instead she fell victim(with her sisters as well) of embarrassment and shame plus they were gonna go crazy just for a puny little accident. The messed up part was that the professor didn’t seem to do his fatherly role rather ignore them i would of thought it was him who was doing it while he was sleep walking? But nope I was wrong it was Mojo at the end it was just..funny..i mean why.? This was a really off evil move that he did BUT it did work he made the girls go crazy for that tiny little accident.

Now for the hidden messages on the show not that much rather well the ones that seemed to long WRONG, where mojo appears on the girls bed and look as if he took out his *ahem* thing and peed on the girls bed really confuses and puts the moment and EW wtf?! Moment but nope he used a water bottle. 2nd One was sort of funny but off, mojo actually peeing himself o-o that was just..wow seriously? The many times he laughs his butt off and this time he actually wets himself really weird but the girls found it funny..creepy part was that he would go in the middle of the night into the room of 3 5 year old girls just to pour water in the bed...kind of creepy jojo and than the disgusting part was that he peed himself badly on the bed of the girls..its funny but now they have to change the sheets and that off moment..i wonder o ~ x how would they sleep? Than again their little girls its a funny thing to see the villain in defeat but in embarrassment..hmm maybe its just me?

2nd Episode which sucked because at the end it didn’t work out was the professor and Mrs Kean going out, yes I adored that episode and thought it was such a good idea until they sort of well lets put it like this their basically implying that two grown adults will dis their responsibility just to flirt with each other threw the phone for hours and i know their first timers but come on that was just a horrible example..seriously? First off i know the prof. would be more responsible it was seen when he first ended up with sedusa he showed parenting with respect towards his female partner sure he was being controlled but it showed that he can handle himself. Anyway, the whole episode seemed rushed and off it was as if they were experimenting with the episode and thought at the very end lets make them break up for a very ridiculous reason just what?! That was a horrible thing to do :/ not cool..i thought they would of ended up together and plus the girls wanted it to happen but they changed their minds ._. by making them believe if the prof. were to be involved in a relationship it would be disastrous which is bullcrap i know he can handle a relationship. Sh*t he is the best parent ever. But at the end of the freaking episode they ended up arguing over the fact that the prof had once bad experience with a cat and mrs kean didn’t believe him .-.” wow..nice “break up”. I didn’t like the ending and it was just eh for me.

Seriously. I'm a little worried about the writing staff. They had to sit down to work on this and someone had to say "I know! Ash wakes up and everyone's face is Beheeyem!" And then everyone else had to agree that this was a good idea. 

Woke up extremely tired. Six hours of sleep. Giant centipede in calc class, focusing was pretty much out of the question. I started doing some exercises though like my physics professor suggested and I felt a lot better about doing the actual math. So I will do the rest of those exercises when I can. Physics class was good too, I didn't fall asleep. German class got really weird though.

I think my brain turned off. I recall hearing the teacher's voice talking about something, it was kind of droning. Field of red and black and veins of gold rolled out in front of me and I looked over at the teacher who was still in the classroom far off to my right. Then I woke up and thought I was dreaming. Then I dozed again and it was much more vivid and real and I comprehended what he was saying. Then I woke up and didn't comprehend. And I tried to participate so he wouldn't think anything was wrong and babbled something that didn't sound at all like German but he seemed satisfied so maybe it was a dream. I thought I was on a train. There was a train out the window. It was raining. But it was just cloudy out. I had no idea what was going on at all. I think I was in a chair but I felt like I was standing up. I was in two places at once, but more than that. I was floating somewhere. But I was in a lot of itchy clothing but I was cold because my sleeves were short.

Wow, that was bizarre! Then I had a little lunch. In theology the professor tried to get us to sing but I refused to speak. I didn't want to sing. I did participate in class more than normal though. As in I said two things instead of zero things. Then I went to work in the physics department and I had a blast working on some shiny new schedules for all the professors. And I didn't fall asleep during the debate today! It was more information on things astrophysicists are doing with the Kepler mission. Hopefully my sophomore year I can help with some of the research. I think the professor who is on the project is leaving at the end of this semester though. That would be unfortunate. I got to talk to the lady who gave the presentation afterward and it was so cool. I learned about pulsating stars and how they "breathe" by heating up and pushing past  an ion barrier in their atmospheres (the heat radiation "blows" it farther out), then cooling off when their surface becomes too big and collapsing back down. Kind of like a negative feedback system in biology that I learned about in high school. It was awesome. Then I went to the video game club with some friends and we played Brawl for a while. That was fun too. I hung out for a while after dinner (I didn't have a panic attack at dinner) but then the people started drinking to celebrate a birthday so I left.

I meant to go back to my room but I ended up in a soccer field at the far end of a parking lot on the way to my dorm complex. So I walked around and sang along to some songs on my iPod and stared up at the stars. It didn't make me feel more real but it did make me feel a little better. And I finally found a nice semi-private space to sing when I want to.

But not theology songs.