Also, I did actually come to realize Silksong is not the kind of game for me. Will this stop me from playing more? probably not! Too many things outscale the stuff that I don't enjoy.
I find myself in simultaneous "I don't want to do this right now" and "I want to try that again" kind of spot which means I'm still having fun despite not being a fan of some tidbits of this game (which I mentioned is fair, TC had all the time and energy to spare in order to make this game what they want it to be so if I don't like it that's a me problem lol)
I mind the spoilers less now because of it and that's the only difference. I still won't remove the filters on the tag but I feel less compelled to make this playthrough completely blind, especially since I accepted that fact that I need help or specific tips. I like getting heads up for some arenas and bosses as the combat is what I struggle with the most. It thankfully doesn't make me want to not try things on my own despite knowing what I am to expect in the said arenas/bosses (I am looking at you, bilewater)
If anything, getting help and insight from friends feels more fun. I mentioned it reminds me of a time when I was a kid and when things got too hard for me I'd ask my brother or his friends for help and I'd sit and watch them with equal amusement and fun as if I was holding the controller myself. I love watching people play games more than I like playing them myself and Silksong is one of the rare exceptions. I could do this with every game I know I'd enjoy but it's not just as satisfying for me. I like cheering on the side and watching players get excited about it. I love video games even if I don't play them myself.
But I do want to try my best to beat Silksong! And if I don't, that's okay too!














