#weechesters

— Sammy 😋 — It's Sam 👿

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First Sleepover- 🐥&🐣

Guess who got back into spn…

ANYWAYS!!

Those longing glances when the other isn't looking, the way an elbow nudge in the ribs earns Dean a dopey smile instead of a scowl half the time, how he still cuts the crusts off his sandwiches, packs his school lunches, quickly plants little kisses over his fresh bandages when he thinks John isn't looking.

The way Sammy basically ends up in Dean's lap whenever he falls asleep in the back of the car, pressing against his ribcage as if trying to crawl inside, half covered by his brother's jacket. How they hold hands when he's walking ahead of them in the woods, tracking whatever they're hunting and turns around without them noticing straight away.

How they don't bitch about sharing a bed when they're short on money.

It's not healthy, he tells Dean. The boy needs to be able to handle himself on his own. He needs to man up, grow up. Dean, after an uncharacteristic amount of arguing, responds with a "Yes, sir", but the emotions behind his eyes make John pause for a second.

Sam is unaware, until the day they're supposed to hit the road. He ends up crying and screaming and kicking, no amount of John's shouting and Bobby's reasoning can cool him off. Not even Dean can make him stop fighting, when he tries to back John up, he gets bit. He doesn't even look mad about that, if anything it seems it's John he wants to punch.

As they drive away, Dean is silent. He doesn't cuss him out or blow up like Sammy does, he's just... Gone. He sits in the passenger's seat, still as a corpse, every muscle in his body tense, staring out the window. For hours, only responding with yes or no. Polite. Restrained. Good little soldier. The anger behind his facade makes John drive more carefully. Makes him take the gear out of the car himself. When they get a room, he takes the bed closer to the door and does not turn his back on him, even if he'd never admit it.

The next morning, Dean's already awake, washed and packed and ready, sitting in the car staring at nothing. The car routine repeats. He does everything mechanically. In the evening he sits on the front step in front of their room well into the night.. He doesn't go out, doesn't flirt with girls or hustle pool, doesn't drink.

On the third day, the phone rings.

"John, Sam doesn't wanna eat." Bobby tries to get him on the line to talk to his father. It's dead silent on the other end.

Day four, Dean gets a pack of cigarettes and smokes half of it before lunch, leg bouncing restlessly.

Day five, "John, he still didn't eat." "Let him have his tantrum. He'll break soon."

It's day six now, John catches his son pacing the room at 3 am, and he seems to be up at five and ready to go..

One week. The phone rings again.

"John, for fucks sake, the boy isn't drinking. If you don't come back for him I'm calling CPS" "If you think that's what's best for him.." Dean can hear cussing as Dad hangs up.

In the morning of day number eight, John wakes up alone, cops knocking on his door looking for witnesses of a car theft in the parking lot. It takes him two seconds to decipher it, and two days to get to Bobby's.

He's resigned, lack of sleep making him numb. "Where are they?" Bobby shrugs. "Outside." John wanders through the maze of the salvage yard, and only spots them from the distance.

Dean is sitting on the floor panel of an old pickup, back against the cabin, Sammy's back against his own chest, apple in one hand, knife in the other, handfeeding him pieces as he cuts them, empty water bottle next to his leg. Sam's tears aren't dry yet, but he's smiling when he cranes his neck a bit to look at him. When his smaller hand snakes up under his brother's shirt, John turns around and leaves.

That's how he picks up cooking thinking maybe home made meals will spark the boy's appetite , he gets a few recipes and advice from bobby.

4 year old dean barely talking after Mary's death

4 year old dean crawling into sammy's crib to sleep with him ("Every morning when I wake up, Dean is inside the crib, arms wrapped around baby Sam.")

sam and dean sharing a bed as kids ("Sammy has finally started sleeping through the night, and now that Dean shares a bed with him, he's out like a light too.")

Sammy tooking his first steps towards dean ("Sam took his first steps yesterday. He walked toward Dean, then fell flat on his face and started crying.")

7 year old Dean making John promised he will take good care of Sammy while he's at school ("He makes me swear that I'll take good care of Sammy before he'll go to school)

2 year old Sammy asking John to help him make Dean a birthday card

Dean getting his own gun at his eleventh birthday

7 year old sam shooting and killing a deer bc he thought it would hurt dean ("The he tells me that he thought the deer had taken Dean's gun, and that Sammy had to protect him. [...] And now Sammy sees a deer and thinks it's trying to hurt his brother.")

Sam getting a .45 at 9 after saying he was scared of the thing in the closet... but he actually did stopped having nightmares while sleeping with the gun under his pillow

14 year old dean and 10 year old sam stealing a book to gift john ("Christmas in Joplin, Missouri. The boys got me a book that they must have stolen from a shop while I was rooting around in the esoteric shelves.")

Sam asking for a computer at his eleventh birthday (while Dean asked for a gun)

How Sam was already beefing with John at 12 lol ("Sammy is twelve years old today. He's a handful. Spends all of his time on the computer, unless he's arguing with me.")

John sending Dean on his first hunt alone at his seventeenth birthday but staying close by to make sure he can handle it

Also, Dean first sole hunt being a salt and burn of two lesbian nuns lol

John mentioning how 15 year old Sam and 19 year old Dean are not getting along as well as they used to (I have a weecest headcanon about that)

Sam getting his driver's license at 16 but already knowing how to drive since he was 9

Sam graduating at 19 and not going to the ceremony

Sam telling Dean and John he's going to Stanford 5 months before actually going (imagine the tension between them all during this period)

How Sam leaves for Stanford at the end of August, but Dean only mentions cutting off contact with him in November

John overhearing Dean talking about Sam on the phone (probably with Cassie Robinson)

How John would drive to Palo Alto to make sure Sam's alright (and he saw him with Jess)