#we sad

@fullmtal​​ asked:

he holds him protectively even asleep. gently; kindly; with a warmth that shows icarus' triumphant return as the sun. so this sun holds her own; but not above younger years. while much taller now; his golden crown of hair sloppily woven up into a ponytail keeping her company most of the night is draped over her shoulder; cheek against her head. she is family; and now? so is maes mustang. it is only naturally that he would hold tight his two family members within an ever growing family protectively even in sleep. the father he resembles so much will be back soon anyway. for now; they rest and save for his own parents; there is likely not a safer place on earth than in his godfather's arms.

an explanation is owed on her behalf as to what exactly transpired． she couldn't give it just yet, still reeling with adrenaline from the earlier incident． the way they kept her baby away from her, how close she'd been to doing something drastic...    it would've been unlike herself, and perhaps that is the sole reason she'd managed not to give into despair． the thought is of no consolation, however, deep down knowing the lengths she'd go to protect her son could be great in violence． wallowing on it is of no use in familiar company． 

Alright, Anurim look away-

Y: Would force their feelings down so far down, they might just accidentally start distancing themselves from MC as a whole. They know their feelings wouldn't fade otherwise and if they had to choose between rejection and simply cutting MC off, they'd choose the latter. Leave before you can be left, as they said.

C: They're hurt, but they'll take whatever relationship MC would offer them. Though being near MC would be a bittersweet torture for C, they would rather fester than to lose them.

E: They're fine, really. It's not like they expected anything to come from their feelings. It's been so long since the two had known each other, so if MC ever felt that way for E they would've known, right? They'd do their best to act normal, only coming off as slightly cold towards MC (it's a defense mechanism, they're not mad. They've no right to that feeling).

Z: They didn't expect anything to come from their feelings anyways, not when there's been such animosity between the two for so long. So they'd pine in silence, teasing MC and whoever had captured their eye.

M: Mari would believe it's for the best. It makes it easier to justify ignoring their own feelings towards MC. What's the point of jumbled up emotions if nothing comes from the complication?

The mystery crept in

In the frame of seraphim-

Ending my euphoria,

Melancholia

An air of sombre langur

Draining me of my desire

Even rain could not inspire

A life in this dysphoria

Melancholia

If I am the tyrant

Can I end this tyranny?

Or end me, my misery

Drain me in your hysteria

Melancholia

Take me, even to the abyss

If devoid of horde seekers

Only me and my reliever

A wistful utopia