"For once I just want to stop all the voices in my head and fall deep into the ocean or fly to the highest cloud and see the stars and just be at peace with my mind.i know it's not possible to achieve this luxury that Is why no matter how broken I am I will soar and I will keep trying to escape from all the noise and the disturbance so I can see the stars and I will keep dreaming that I will reach you someday,I will replay all our memories while I sleep In hopes that when I wake I will be able to see you smile one last time.so we can hear our story,our music and our love without having to worry about time.who will complete my melody now that you're gone?you promised me your forever and now just like a forgotten melody you aren't here anymore.why did you leave our musicbox in my home?was it just to remind me of our times, our memories, our songs?this void that no one else can fill ? I can't reach you anymore, not even a trace of your smile or your voice. it is so distant that it is starting to fade away as if it weren't there at all ...you were my dream,my hope, my light ,my life,you were a star that will always shine ever so bright.now, in reality time seems to falter when I look at the stars just like we used to,do vivid that it feels like if I reach out to touch your hair,your bright blue eyes would look at me even if it would be the last time , to feel your warmth and your love...u would give it all up.Even though there is no way you will be able to read this I want to say thank you for saving me from myself,maybe it was too much for your pure heart to take in the weight of a heavy heart like mine but you didn't back away but embraced me tighter.you showed me light.i shall never forget our time together.i hope you are at peace up there and when we meet again,I shall rush into your arms and stay there forever.i love you Luka."
