#waseoff

When one makes a conscious decision to become their future version. It’s like a tide.

Moments of clarity appear and disappear. Old and new dance together sometimes even fight each other, then there is a harmony of self.

I constantly fight my old version. I mean constantly. The belief of being less than, the facade of fear, and just defaulting to a life unnoticed.

Maybe it’s a reminder of being humble. Never forgetting where I came from, and learning to adapt to those at the places I’ve been.

We all go through things and the ebb and flow is part of the constant. It’s about being at peace with it.

Currently watching an episode of On Purpose with Jay Shetty with Will Smith:

Something I absorbed...humans are forever interesting to me. I know I am one but I have an experience from time to time where I feel I can look outside myself so to speak.

They’re discussing how humans naturally want revenge when they feel wronged or disrespected. (Very true) which to me is a natural response but, us humans have free will. We can choose to act on it or not.

It’s funny, in some cases, I’ll express my ability to not react in certain situations since it’s just not worth my time or peace, others would perceive me as “crazy”. Now I know what their version of “crazy” means to me.

“Crazy” is not doing something someone else would do, so of course it would seem “crazy” to them. It’s not in their vision currently to behave this way.

There is not right or wrong, however there is a doing of what’s best for the person.

It’s the moments that are the most difficult where faith is present. It’s the moments where you’re feeling doubt is where faith thrives.

I’ve come to learn that faith is a lens. It’s a moment where your mind is attached to fear, but you choose to see the light. It’s a choice to focus on the end result instead of attaching to the “what if” or “will it” moments.

Watching an episode of Home on Apple TV. If you have the ability to see this, please do so.

I love watching shows that make me think. Make me see how other people think. Stories of people taking a path that they created vs a path that was already made.

This is why I love creativity so much, it’s “beautifully risky”. As someone that used to deny themselves this gift, embracing it now is liberating and magical.

When we step outside of “the norm” we can see there is beauty already all around us. It’s so important to change and embrace change.

This is a freedom we all have and it looks different to all of us. Creating. We can create things from food, to cleaning to whatever it is, creativity lies in it.

Today, do something creative. Whatever it means to you.

Your soul lives with your body.

It’s there, connected to the divine energy. Always.

We see it as a child, feel it too! We know it’s there; imagination running wild.

Then, in our teens we sometimes embrace doubt, or miscalculate our direction. It leads us into a space of unconsciousness in adulthood.

However, if we come to the realization of how blessed we are, we can become childlike again, and have the ability to embrace our souls and learn how amazing we are.

Where are you?

Who are you?

Who do you wish to become?

Showing up is a challenge when distractions are so easily accessible.

To continue to show up, all the things that serve me have to happen in that order. It can’t break.

When it breaks, I break and I cannot see myself.

Part of my focus today:

I had an awakening conversation with Kellan Fluckiger (discussion coming soon to Pryce on Purpose).

I cannot get out of my head something he mentioned.

I just finished a sleep meditation on peloton and, normally I’d drift away but… this thought resides in my consciousness.

We can awaken the divine connection anytime we’d like. We don’t have to wait for specific moments to happen, we can control it.

He mentioned that he has a 2hr time frame to himself daily in which he participates in his spiritual practice. This is something that is unique to him.

Some business owners wake up at 5am, or even 2am to create their ideal days.

I know for me, working out and listening to classical music are some ways I can access the divine.

If this is possible, and this is true…. Why do we spend time away from it through fear, worry, etc?