#flow state

when food is so good, I eat so fast and genuinely reach flow state

In the nunnery comma ceiling Jesus is my only friend the rest of the ceiling saints want him to kick me in my face because they think I'm ugly as fuck but he says I can hang at first I was threatened im like woah I'm about to be executed never thought I'd have a last day on earth really makes you think about how stupid I was for never thinking that but he says no I mean you're chill but its summer so I just start crying and he's like no I mean I like you you want some limbo pizza and I do want some limbo pizza but I don't know what this red shit is and I ask Jesus what it is and he says it's one of the many mysteries now finish your pizza and go pray on those so I do and I understand the universe it's lonely understanding the universe the only other person to do that was the boy I shared another slice of limbo pizza with in some sort of doctor who contraption who could only half answer me when I asked what doctor who was because I was scared to know the contraption belonged to a doctor but not which one I mean what if he came looking for it and I didn't know who he was and maybe he would've given me the rest of the answer but then I remembralized (don't know if I remembered or realized) that we weree speaking different languages so we couldn't understand each other anymore this is just like the tower of babel but shouldn't I be above the tower of babel haven't I eclipsed god

Yanking you around by our red string of fate and leading you in random ass directions and you keep knocking into shit and it's tied to your wrist so I keep going why are you hitting yourself and making you hit yourself #classic and I make you slap a bigass deer in the face too and it hits you real hard with its antlers and you're bleeding and stuff and you're like I'm gonna tell on you to Aphrodite and I'm not sure what she's gonna do but it's gotta be something good or else I'll have just inconvenienced her for no fucking reason and I'll like die and I mean surely she sanctioned this or one would think the string wouldn't be there so you're actually defying the gods and YOU'LL like die and then I make you hit yourself a bunch more until you actually do like die and your last words are well I hope when you get the string around your wrist instead of in your stupid beautiful slender hand (stawwwp it) you get yanked to an even worse death uh huh but that will never happen to me because I've been dead this whole time that's right im a ghost hahaha yoh all thought I was a regular guy I would've loved roller blades

Peeling a coin off my head and inserting it into a payphone saying I want a cheese pizza but I didn't specify if I had dialed a number so I am forever in limbo pizzaless limbo and yet for all I know there may someday be a pizza I don't know hoe ordering a pizza and getting limboed works maybe they deliver here why the fuck did I order a pizza anyway how do i know what a payphone is I waa born in 1601 what the hell is going on oh my god I'm attaining higher consciousness I know I'm in a post what is a post I was born in 1601 im so scared thank god my pizza is here I've never had one of these before munching the fuck out of this it's just okay