#wanderlustrper

┇ ❝ Fingertips clasp tensely round a pink flip phone as if trying to press her own discomfort into its metallic cladding as she fumbles. She deprecates new faces like no other, though particularly those that expect her to open up -- and weren’t it for the temporary stay away from home, it wouldn’t have required a transient change of therapists. She likes her own one back in Paris, a woman in her fifties, always wearing gold-framed glasses and talking as if she knew Angelique would rather be sat at home, drinking wine, trying to comprehend old poetry. Romanticising, she calls it, forcefully making the task to heal a beautiful thing. That it’s a hard one is left unspoken. 

She brings her gaze up from the floor, momentarily meeting her counterpart’s contemplative eyes, and casting it off elsewhere. “ Dr. de Beauvoir would begin our sessions by asking me how I felt that day. If you plan to do the same, monsieur, I’m doing fine. “ Her voice drips heavily, accent thick and melodic though words heavy, somehow, depleted and quiet. She knows her presence during the sessions inevitably, if slowly, is meant to help her heal but her posture says otherwise.

for every ‘@’ sent (anon or not) i will mention and post some positivity about a fellow tumblr user

@i-ng​​ I’ve known you for a really long time (I mean, we’re talking at least four years here, right?) and although there were times when we didn’t talk as much, we’ve managed to stay in touch nevertheless. Despite your personal struggles and hardships, you’ve always had a sympathetic ear for my problems and cheered me on during some really difficult times when nobody else would. The summer you came to visit was undoubtedly one of the best three weeks I’ve had in a long time. I love you, hun, and you deserve only good things to happen to you.

@lumierc​ You’re probably one of the most kind-hearted people I have met on this website and I am so grateful to call you my friend. You’re so much fun to talk to and roleplay with and although I am the most trashcan partner of trashcan partners, you haven’t complained once and you’re still roleplaying with me. You, my friend, deserve a medal, along with all the others who aren’t tired of my lazy ass yet. And while we’re on the subject of roleplaying, you’re also one of the most talented writers I know. Seriously. So jealous! Sidenote for everyone else reading this: she’s Satan and will make you emo a lot if you ship with her. But that’s one of the things I love about her. Lol. Stay exactly as you are, darlin’!

@eizawrites​ is such a badass and I admire her for that so much. She’s the kind of person you definitely want on your team when going up against the mean girl of your school, haha. And have you seen her selfies? She’s got some mad makeup skills and she’s so pretty! Needless to say, since this is a roleplay account, I will also have to mention that she’s a fantastic writer too and so much fun to ship with (and by that I mean find ways to emotionally torture our muses, yay!). Ruby, you might actually be the person I have been writing with longest; that is some serious shit. And even when I had to take a break for almost an entire year, you remained understanding and didn’t let our ships die. Not everyone is going to be like that and I appreciate it a lot.

When Addie was mad, she couldn’t stay in her house. She hated everything about it, and it made her want to peel her skin off. So she’d snuck out, slipped away from her security team and her parents, and most importantly, her sister, and walked. She’d walked and walked until she didn’t recognize where she was anymore. And only then did she start to get nervous. It was getting dark, and while she didn’t want to go back, she did think being on the streets when it was this dark was maybe a bad idea. 

It was only punctuated by the fact that a few minutes later she came face to face with someone who was holding a gun to her face. “O-okay,” she said slowly. “I don’t have any money on me, I swear.”

👛 which muse is the most frugal

hmmmmmmmmmm probably ellie but bc she has to be not bc she wants to be lmao

💕 which muse falls in love too easily

Hehehe. Totes Tumblr Crushes cuz yolo. I mean why not. And as far as celebs go

1. Jamie Clayton. She is amazingly beautiful and sexy and hot and omggg. She seems fun to be around too. Total number one crush

2. Sara Ramirez. P much the same reason I gave for Jamie I have for her too. 

3. The Weeknd aka Abel Tesfaye. He has a really nice face

4. Rose  Rollins. I’ve been crushing on that woman for yeaars. Those arms. *drools*

But nooooo it’s good! It’s not that confusing really but the ending is dubious, which is all I’ll say on that.

Ahhh okay this is so hard because I LOOOOVE tv shows like, there are so many I’m not sure if I’ll be able to do this. Okay.

1. Buffy the Vampire Slayer. (This will forever be number one)

2.The Walking Dead (this show makes me die every week but I love it)

3. Sense8 (its a new show and only has one season but omg its great)

4. Grey’s Anatomy (i used to be reaaallly into Greys but its still a very good one)