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In June, someone asked about our sexuality headcanons on the Mystic Messenger subreddit. Someone there said they think V is probably straight, that if he wasn't, Jumin wouldn't be single.
I've just had this chatroom, and I gotta say that person really had a point.
these are all sorted according to fandom. i also highlighted projects/stories i am currently prioritizing and working on in purple!
mystic messenger!
01. i will
summary: an ode to secret end saeran, with bits and pieces of how he lives trying to pick up the pieces of who he's supposed to be.
tags: choi twins centric, mc707, saeran-focused, SE saeran character study, possible male!oc x saeran, angst
CW: implications of self harm and suicidal ideation, just a whole lotta trauma and everything that happens in the game to saeran in general
status: multichapter (ONGOING)
02. beginnings with you
summary: Jaehee and MC get a first look at their new coffee shop.
tags: mcjaehee, fluffy, drabble
status: one shot (COMPLETE)
03. your usual, sir?
summary: Reader is a barista at a coffee shop and hates their job. The only thing that entertains them is a certain blond haired customer who always brings his blind dates to the place - and this time, he's getting stood up.
tags: reader x yoosung, coffee shop au, fluff
status: one shot (COMPLETE)
04. i push up my glasses
summary: But what if I said Jaehee is the one that loves you in every route?
tags: gay pining lol, mc707, angsty yearning
status: one shot (COMPLETE)
05. silence and comfort come hand in hand
summary: A solemn moment shared between the two during 707's AE, the night before V's passing and perhaps a night Jumin will never forget.
tags: juv, angst, yearning
status: one shot (COMPLETE)
06. campus daydreams
summary: Yoosung finds out MC goes to the same university as him. A lot of fluff, teasing, and falling in love all over again ensues.
tags: mcyoosung, literally just fluff
status: one shot (COMPLETE)
07. happiness with you
summary: jaehee and mc preparing for a lunch party at their new place, and all the bits and pieces of how good it is to live a life with someone you love.
tags: mcjaehee, domestic tooth-rotting fluff
status: one shot (COMPLETE)
08. and now i see you, and my spaceship keeps calling your name
summary: saeyoung and MC embark on a mission to finally get married at a space station. unfortunately, they're now stuck in space, cut off from all contact.
tags: mc707, angst, a whole lotta lovin'
status: one shot (COMPLETE)
09. you only love me when we're all alone
summary: at night, jaehee ponders on her relationship with mc, and what it means to either of them.
summary: yoosung and mc's first meeting. one neither of them remember until the second, when yoosung was nineteen, delirious and frightened.
tags: mc and yoosung (non-romantic), angst, the first fic idea i ever wrote for ophelia back in 2021 LOL
CW: suicide attempt, suicidal ideation
status: one shot -- predecessor to tonight, i promise you (COMPLETE)
12. tonight, i promise you
summary: what if mc never joined the rfa?
this is the story of yoosung kim, and how he learns to live without rika and without a sense of direction. there are times where he can, but there are times he can't.
here, we start from the one time he just couldn't.
tags: the fic is tagged mcyoosung but i will most probably change it to zensung, a LOT of angst, a lot of healing, a yoosung-centric character study
CW: graphic suicide attempt, suicide ideation, hospitals etc. -- this entire story revolves around yoosung's suicide attempt, so deal with that as you will
status: multichapter (ONGOING)
13. the night squall
summary: jumin recalls the first and only time he managed to tell jihyun how he truly felt, under the stars.
tags: juv, angst, heartbreak, closure -- based on that scene from fleabag
status: one shot (COMPLETE)
14. love to keep me warm
summary: Mirae and Jaehee spend their first Christmas in their cafe as lovers.
tags: oc x jaehee, seasonal fluff, for jaehee week 2022
status: one shot (COMPLETE)
15. a white memory
summary: jaehee recalls a moment in her childhood with her mother, several days before her birthday, a day before christmas.
tags: baby!jaehee, based on her 2023 birthday cg
status: one shot (COMPLETE)
16. the dampness of a spark
summary: Jaehee Kang is 25 years old and chief assistant to the director of C&R International. She's blunt, hardworking, efficient – others often compare her to a robot, incapable of having loved before. But what they don't know, amongst all the other things they're wrong about, is that she tried. Several times, in fact – hidden in her youth, some in places she's too ashamed to talk about. Here, she recounts it all.
tags: mcjaehee but very jaehee-centric, coming of age, jaehee pre-canon character study, my interpretation of her past, comphet adventures
status: multichapter (ONGOING)
17. o captain, my captain
summary: Zen is casted as Neil Perry in a South Korean stage adaptation of Dead Poets Society. Some parts of Neil's character bring back memories of a time long ago.
tags: zensung, angst, zen has to confront his past, mini zen character study
status: one shot (COMPLETE)
18. CODE 143
summary: You are a secret agent currently stationed in South Korea. Though you're already quite skilled in your field of work, you always tend to butt heads with a redhead hacker slash secret agent, codename 707. However, in your rivalry, there's a flicker of something else that could grow: something equally dangerous, strange and forbidden. Something that just might become love -- whatever that means for the both of you.
tags: reader x 707, rivals to lovers, sickening situationship/fwb to lovers, action and mystery, some smutty/nsfw elements, choose-your-own-adventure
status: multichapter (COMPLETE)
19. CODE 143: after hours
summary: this is basically just a purely nsfw extension of code 143 lmfao
tags: reader x 707, same tags as above but if you read this first before the entirety of code 143 this is just PWP, teasing, dryhumping, edging
status: one shot (COMPLETE)
20. mirrorball
summary: You're a struggling highschool student in your senior year, on the cusp of breaking free from intense bullying and apathetic parents. One day, someone unexpected comes to your rescue... your pale haired, crimson eyed knight in shining leather. And you can't help but think about how familiar he is.
tags: reader x zen, a whole lotta angst, pre-canon zen when he was still in a gang, choose-your-own-adventure
CW: graphic depictions of violence (reader is a bullying victim), implications of SA, suicidal ideation, they're both roughed up kids fucked over by the adults
status: multichapter (ONGOING)
21. The RFA Spins the Bottle!
summary: At one of your get-togethers, Seven oh-so boldly declares that you should all play Spin the Bottle. If you don't do the truth or dare asked of you, you end up in the closet with the person who asked you for 7 minutes. But considering the person that's asked you is someone you've had a crush on for ages... well, you could say it's more a reward than a punishment.
tags: literally everyone except rika and vanderwood x reader, choose your own adventure, seven minutes in heaven nsfw (with a sfw route), college au
summary: on his birthday, he waits for the one person that never comes, though he always hopes that he will.
tags: jumin x v, for mystictober day 5 // jumin's birthday, rain
status: one-shot (COMPLETE)
23. all eyes on us
summary: zen and mc are on we got married, a reality tv show where idols must act like a married couple for the cameras. but off-camera, both of them realize that maybe not everything is for show.
tags: zen x mc, idol!au, for mystictober day 4 // zen x mc, idol
status: one-shot (might possibly add on to this inshallah)
24. you're going to be okay
summary: saeran wakes up from a nightmare. you and seven help him go back to sleep.
tags: 707 x gn!reader, for mystictoper day 3 // family, cozy
status: one-shot (COMPLETE)
25. my girl, my girl
summary: jaehee and you are having a date at a pumpkin patch, and you are also both incredibly cheesy with each other.
tags: jaehee x reader, for mystictober day 2 // after ending, autumn date
status: one-shot (COMPLETE)
26. red wine supernova
summary: what happens right after jaehee's good end, and you coming to terms with how you feel about jaehee... just a little bit more.
tags: jaehee x reader, for mystictober day 1 // favorite character
status: one-shot (COMPLETE)
blooming panic!
01. a second chance (hello and goodbye)
summary: Three months after the server was taken down, fate plays a cruel trick on two people who believed that they would never find each other ever again.
tags: oc x nakedtoaster, post bad end, angst, yearning, maybe not all hope is lost, fateful encounters, time skip, second chances
status: multichapter (ONGOING)
baldur's gate 3!
01. a trick of the light
summary:
You are the head librarian at the University of Waterdeep. Passionate in anything literature, you're one of the few people in the world that are actually in love with your job. But while you live your dream, you still feel like there's something missing -- something only admitted in drunken, lonely nights...
And maybe that something is in an ambitious, argumentative English Literature professor. What was his name again? Professor Dekarios?
tags: librarian!reader x professor!gale, modern academia au, fluff, two nerds just nerding it out, a lot of literary references and yapping, choose-your-own-adventure
status: multichapter (COMPLETE)
hades the game!
01. there she goes (again)
summary: icarus is doing his part on the surface -- safe to say he's proud of it. but one flight through the rifts of thessaly takes him back to a place he wishes he could forget, looking into the eyes of the demigod he once loved. and perhaps still loves, too.
But when your rambunctious friend group -- all named Hank, for some reason -- drag you into the bustling nightclub called The Breaker Box, you find yourself immediately entranced by a woman with massive pink curls and freckles that leave you curious for more.
Only problem is, the next day, you find out she's your reading partner at book club. Awkward, huh?
tags: afab!reader x betty, nsfw, some fluff and angst, probably weird slow burn
status: multi-chapter (ONGOING)
genshin impact!
01. my jolly sailor bold
summary: In which you're a siren who tries to lure the uncrowned queen of the ocean, Captain Beidou. Except... she's more beautiful, and more daring, than any of your previous victims.
tags: siren!reader x beidou, also fem!reader x beidou. sapphic and gay and yearning somene PLEASE kiss that pirate woman!
status: multi-chapter (ONGOING)
02. asleep among endives
summary: your affliction is foreign to you -- flowers in your throat, petals in your spit. and the priestess of watatsumi island still holds your hand like it means something to her. you try to find a cure in bubu pharmacy's owner, which embarks you on a journey that can save your life... and maybe even your heart.
tags: kokomi x gn!reader, baizhu x gn!reader, hanahaki au, lotsa angst
status: multi-chapter (ONGOING)
dispatch!
01. a rather wet affair (and other possible HR violations)
summary: as one of SDN's dispatchers and an ex-superhero, you're no stranger to having your team piss you off on the regular. at least the janitor, waterboy, is always nice to you...
tags: waterboy x gn!reader, ocs included, optional nsfw
status: multi-chapter (ONGOING)
chainsaw man!
01. cigarettes out the window
summary: years after you ended things with aki, your paths cross again. in this bubble of cigarette smoke and booze, you allow yourselves to reminisce.
tags: aki x gn!reader, nsfw, major csm spoilers
status: one-shot (COMPLETE)
asian dramas (misc.)
01. shall we dream together now, you and i? (weightlifting fairy kim bokjoo)
summary: five moments in the life of bokjoo and joonhyung years after they graduated.
tags: bokjoonhyung, domestic fluff, post-canon, only like a miniscule amount of angst
status: one shot (COMPLETE)
02. the devil and her almost-lover (girl from nowhere)
summary: TK, in the perspective of nanno.
tags: tknanno, angst, pov swap, during canon, slight canon rewrite
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Jumin and V were each other's first kiss and nothing can change my mind on that
Jihyun and Jumin's undefined admiration for each other haunts me to this day. I've no doubt that they felt something for one another in a way that neither of them unraveled in time to accept what they felt in their hearts. That's why the Secret Endings is particularly painful to... to stomach because Jumin knows he'll spend the rest of his life with no way to express those emotions he had, nor will he ever know what Jihyun might've truly thought of him.
Even if they shared a stolen kiss or two when they were younger... I imagine they both placed the incident to the side, even if there were sparks involved, because there were too many tangled strings in their hearts at the time. Jumin, still struggling with the fact that his entire life has had people stomp on his boundaries and ignore him when he said, "No!" Jihyun, vulnerable and broken after the loss of his mother, unable to imagine a life where he deserves love.
And yet, even at their lowest, Jumin and Jihyun understood each other, and I think the tragedy is that they loved each other but the kiss came at the wrong time, it was too early for either one of them to explore and think about what it meant, and they simply both agreed to forget they did it in favor of saving their friendship. Why explore a bevy of intricate, intimate emotions when their friendship was "fine" as it was?
The yearning was always there, the simplicity in their admiration for the other, and the tenderness in knowing there was one person who would always understand. But, they never acted on it. Not outside of a few stolen kisses and longing glances that they shared in the heat of the moment.
