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Just wanted to get this off my chest here… I feel like I have a hard time fitting in but I really wanna fit in, you know?
I tried my best to make friends with moms from the library story time, and I did I made them, we have each others numbers but every time they make plans I can’t go and then when I try to make plans it doesn’t work out. And idk I just feel like I don’t quite fit with the group even though I really like them and everyone’s polite and we even have many common interests but somehow I still feel on the outside, like I’m not cool enough.
And whatever I have other friends (that I never see 😩😩😩) who I don’t feel like this with but they are not who I see in my everyday life.
Sometimes I feel the same way about the community on tumblr too, but that’s my fault probably because I’m not around that much but I want to participate and be apart of things but I don’t get much time.
Anyway just to say sometimes I just feel like everyone is cooler than me and I just don’t fit in even though I desperately want to.
I’m in my 30s, I shouldn’t feel like this, right?
Argh, I feel stupid for even typing this out but I’m gonna post it anyway
