life has been so stressful for absolutely no reason:( I just want to cry and rot but don’t even have the time to do that </3

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life has been so stressful for absolutely no reason:( I just want to cry and rot but don’t even have the time to do that </3

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I think most of my problems tie back to ptsd and that really sucks cause that was the main part of me I refused to acknowledge for years
How to not feel resentment towards father for being neglectful
Vulnerable post below cut
Just wanted to get this off my chest here… I feel like I have a hard time fitting in but I really wanna fit in, you know?
I tried my best to make friends with moms from the library story time, and I did I made them, we have each others numbers but every time they make plans I can’t go and then when I try to make plans it doesn’t work out. And idk I just feel like I don’t quite fit with the group even though I really like them and everyone’s polite and we even have many common interests but somehow I still feel on the outside, like I’m not cool enough.
And whatever I have other friends (that I never see 😩😩😩) who I don’t feel like this with but they are not who I see in my everyday life.
Sometimes I feel the same way about the community on tumblr too, but that’s my fault probably because I’m not around that much but I want to participate and be apart of things but I don’t get much time.
Anyway just to say sometimes I just feel like everyone is cooler than me and I just don’t fit in even though I desperately want to.
I’m in my 30s, I shouldn’t feel like this, right?
Argh, I feel stupid for even typing this out but I’m gonna post it anyway
trying to work and all i can think about is him letting me pathetically get myself off on his thigh while he talks me through it

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what is this mock sympathy everyone is talking about? im a visual learner btw
getting my iud out was the best decision of my life i no longer am in discomfort or pain and it truly was the most relieving feeling but my god it’s also turned me into a hypersexual perverted freak
i think my personal biggest issue is that i don't think before i speak as often as i should. i go into rambling about all my issues without asking if the other person wants to hear it. this isn't directed at anyone specific of course. i'm just kinda... putting this out there. thank you tumblr users for reading this post and letting me be raw and vulnerable your regularly scheduled Ellipses Shenanigans will resume shortly