Volt with bpd that splits whenever he doesn’t feel good enough or when people think they’re better than him. He has this facade of being the greatest and very composed and sauve but underneath that he is still unsure of himself despite knowing his purpose in life. that should be enough right? to do good in the house and help eddie out? but it’s not. he yearns for more which is why he started the spotlight show, why he tries to charm as many people as possible. he wants to be seen, he wants to be revered, and his self worth comes from outsiders perspective on him.
volt flushing a faint blue and having to excuse himself, tears sizzling as they roll down his cheeks and hair crackling wildly around him as he stares at himself in the bathroom mirror. a lightbulb shatters nearby from the intensity of the emotions he’s feeling bur he can’t find the words to express them. he just feels unworthy.
gray area is hard for him and he believes people either love him or hate him. to him there is no neutral area which makes this much harder for him to deal with. he wasn’t brought into this world with the understanding of emotions, he was pure energy, a primordial force that didn’t need to worry about mortal feelings, and he can barely contain his emotions with all the power that still surges through his body. he feels all of his emotions at 100% regardless of if they are good or bad
