#voidza

Where Are You

Note: This story has Spanish translation...that might not be fully accurate.. I'm sorry :(

"Ahh.. it-its so cold.. Wait..hold on..." Missa opened his to see trees.. lots of trees and forest stuff all around him except..it was all greyed out every shrub, n tree was colored in monochrome colors even the grass beneath his feet

"Where... What.. Wh-why-- H-hello! Please... C-can anyone here me?! Speen, Foolish, Roier... P-Philza...? Chayanne? L-Lullah...? Please....!"

The sad skeleton was alone.. he never really liked being alone... Especially away from his family. His only comfort.. But he wasn't alone in these forest land.

"Missa..."

"....oh no...not you..." The frightened man turned and saw..him the shadowy demon himself BadBoyHalo. Missa felt his heart sink as he slowly started stepping back, feet shaking a bunch "No...no no no no no no..!"

"I heard you were looking for Philza right..?"

"I..I y-yeah..but I don't even know where I'm at either I-"

"Y'know Missa, I don't get what Phil sees in you... You're always failing him... ALWAYS leaving him alone with the kids... I feel quite sorry for him."

"I-I- AHH!" Missa not paying attention behind himself trips on something.. a tail.. BBH's tail.. The tail wraps around the scared purple cat's leg freaking him out even more

"You're a awful person Missa.. No wonder Phil doesn't love you."

"ESO NO ES VERDAD!!" // THAT'S NOT TRUE!!" Missa screamed pulling out his scythe still shaking, escaping the demon's tail. Missa continued hugging his scythe closer to himself

"He...he loves me.. Philza loves me he..he cares about me..And, and I care about him too..."

"Thats what he WANTS you to think.. Missa" Bad smirks

"....q-qué//w-what...?"

Bad slithers his tail towards Missa ankle causing him to trip again and circle around him like a predator with their prey "Missa, Missa.. Missa you really believe Philza, the great old egg protector would truly love you...? THAT'S so embarrassing!"

"No...no it-its not... IT'S NOT EMBARRASSING, IT-"

"Then WHY is he always never with you everytime.. you're here? He's always leaving you behind Missa, he's embarrassed...of you..."

"No..."

"You're not good enough for him Missa.. you're useless.."

"Please STOP! Just- Why- why won't you just--" Missa squealed once the demon gripped his shoulder with his claws and got closer towards his visible ear "You're a bad husband Missa, and you will never be a good father for Chayanne and Tallulah.."

Missa pushes BBH and screams; "DÉJAME EN PAZ//LEAVE ME ALONE!!" Once finally not as close to as the demon was the cat skeleton gripped his hair tightly wanting deeply to rip it out but being to scared to do so shaking even more than before almost uncontrollably as he repeatedly paced back in fourth trying to catch his breath.. but lungs his felt like they were shrinking over and over

"You... YOU'RE SO M-MEAN! W-WHY?! YOU'RE WHY ARE YOU ALWAYS TORMENTING ME!? I..I thought we were friends..."

"Cuz...y'know you kinda deserve it~ And it's quite fun! And if there's one thing Phil got right about you, Missa you are quite cute..!"

Wait what..the... Did.. he actually just say that--

BBH pulls Missa closer to him forcing the scared cat to make eye contact with him "But I liked you more when you're scared.."

"P-please st-stop -- GAH!"

"You're so easy to scare and intimidate... This is why your family is always abandoning you all the time they're all tired of you-"

"STOP!! I JUST WANT TO GO HOME, I JUST WANT TO HOME!! I JUST WANT TO PROTECT THEM, B-BE THERE FOR PHILZA!! BE MORE CONFIDENT!! BUT- YOU, YOU'RE ALWAYS HURTING ME AND I CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE!"

"Yeah that is true, but it's not like you're gonna do anything about it.. all you're gonna do is cry and hide.."

He's right. The demon's always right. Philza's too good of a husband..for you. You're nothing but a timid coward.. who deserves nothing

Negative thoughts continued to crowed the terrified reaper's mind making Missa curl into a ball whimpering and quivering mumbling "Please help me Philza.."

"So clingy..."

Clingy...? Right, yeah.. Missa was clingy always around others feeling more comfortable in groups, wanting someone to be by his side... Maybe those people were always annoyed with that and didn't say anything... How pathetic

"Missa?" That was Phil's voice...? In the distance from the forest deep down somewhere out there Missa's eyes beamed standing, about to run towards Phil but Bad grabs his arm "Missa do you really want to take that desperate chance to your fake friend..you can always stay with me."

And stay getting tortured..n bullied...that's... Not right. Missa's motivation grows more hearing Phil calls his name again

"Me lastimaste//You hurt me..!" The skulled masked says pulling his hand away running towards his husband calls

"Muffin head idiot."

"PHILZA!! PHILZA, WHERE ARE YOU?! P-PLEASE GIVE ME A SIGN! TELL ME YOU'RE NOT IN DANGER!!"

"Missa." The tone was just as the same as the last time.. and yet Missa didn't seem to notice nor questioned it at all, instead he sees..a silhouette of his bucket hat partner though something felt off deep in Missa's heart but he couldn't care less about his nerves screaming at him. He finally found his...platonic mate..

Missa tears dripping down his face soaking up his mask gives Philza a big hug while Phil didn't hug back.. and instead, pat his head..

"P-Phil, i-I was almost... I was so scared I..I, I... Wh-what the..?" Phil was taller than Missa, his body just like everything else around him except for Missa, was monochrome and greyed out. This wasn't Phil. "You- You're not Philza..." Missa stumbles around his words voice cracking backing away from the Phil-look-a-like. "What- what- what are you??" The Phil copy rested it's hand on Missa's shoulder and pointed behind themselves Missa titling his head, finding something more or someone. Philza. The real Philza, not monochrome either but fully colored just like his panicked skulled masked friend.. But Philza wasn't really moving.. Missa shrieked "PHILZA, PHILZA WAKE UP!! PHIL P-PLEASE!!"

The crow was battered and bruised and bloodied, wings all chipped up, heart locket broken in half.. He wasn't even shaking with pain either he was just lifelessly laying down in the grey dirt

The scared Missa shook the crow but nothing happened no response.. not even grunt or groan at all...just silent, Missa was frantically trying to budge he wasn't really sure if Phil was even breathing

Was...was he dead??

Missa's terrified sorrows and franticness suddenly gets interrupted by a voice the voice he heard from the start Bad.

"Hola amigo!//Hello Friend!" The demon greeted but now, he seems to have grown, the shady demon seems overall more distorted compared to the first encountered the cowardly skeleton had.. Gross. Bad's face seemed glitchy and taller than before tail had spikes and was also longer... Missa more disturbed and scared, attempted to comfort himself hugging Phil's unresponsive body as Bad slowly approached "You.. Y-YOU'RE--"

"I see you've found your bird. Hmm, looks like you failed him again Missa. He was crying for you or just y'know, anyone to help him...But no-one came. Not even his own children how tragic."

"So...so you just watched...him die...?"

"Well technically, IT'S not my job.. to protect Philza."

"Wh-wh-what are you..."

BadBoyHalo once again gets closer to Missa's face and pulled his ear "Didn't YOU, YOURSELF promise you'll be there for poor old Philza.."

"I-I-I..."

"You're a inferior husband Missa. Looks like you failed another loved one... Just like you failed your own egg children when they needed you.. after they vanished.."

"CÁLLATE LA//BOCA//SHUT THE HELL UP!!" Missa shouts still hugging Philza in his arm, other hand held the scythe intensely.. pointing at the twisted devil "You...you tormented me, you...you destroyed my c-confidence, you...you made my...my low-self esteem somehow... amplified...! You made my life hell..I don't, d-don't.... get it...!"

"Don't be a broken record Missa, you already told me this earlier and besides maybe i will have full respect for you if do this thing for me~"

"What, what are you talking about--?"

"Missa....?" Missa's eyes dilated Phil was awake...? Not just awake but, alive still wounded. "Philza! Ph-Phil are you okay?!"

"It...it hurts..it hurts so much Missa.."

"I know, I-I know how can I help you - Ghn!"

Missa felt claws pierced in his shoulder, BBH smiled "You wanna do the honors in putting him down..? It'll be your way of finally doing what you want to do. Protecting him." Missa's eyes twitched n shook contemplating on what to do.

"I-I can't do THIS! What if- what if there's a another way to save him I-I..."

"I should've known you would say this.."

"Q-qué...? // Wh-what..? Ahh!"

Bad, shoves the distraught reaper, snatches his scythe raising it up. Missa, suddenly felt a painful clasps on his arms, realizing that culprit was the greyed out Phil look-alike. "AHHH NO, NO NO NO!! LET ME GO!! I NEED TO SAVE PHIL I--"

"Missa say goodbye to the poor old crow man!"

"No, no no no no.. B-BAD PLEASE!! PLEASE DON'T- P-PHILZA!!"

BadBoyHalo wings the sharp spikey weapon right into Phil's face as Missa's closed his eyes right before the sharp point of the scythe impacted Phil's face. There was nothing gross sounds.. gross sounds of scythe piercing flesh and skin Missa felt sick to his stomach he wanted to throw up, but he didn't want to open his eyes to see a grotesque version of his partner.. but Missa's stomach couldn't stop turning the at each sound, especially with the fact it's someone he truly cared for.

Someone he failed to protect.. How pathetic

Missa wanted to hold his stomach but arms restrained.. He couldn't stop it..

Missa opened his eyes...

Missa vomited.. Vomited on Phil's corpse... He didn't even really realize that both Bad and the grey Phil were gone.. He was alone with the real Philza now dead..

"ALGUIEN ME AYUDA POR FAVOR //SOMEONE HELP ME PLEASE!!" He screamed but no one was there. No one.. the only thing accompanying him...was reason he was breaking down..

Then everything quickly stopped...? Missa's eyes open to his mask cracked next to him resting on a shelf..? Pink petals..and flowers surrounding him? What..? Where was he? A garden bedroom..? Or a garden in the shape of a bedroom? The disoriented Missa gets startled by a sound.. A maraca.. A purpled mushroom hatted dragon appears peaking through the bedroom doorway "Tallulah...?" He squinted his eyes. Tallulah's mouth opened wanting to gasp, shaking her maraca, running towards Missa hugging him

".....What is this...?" Missa asked rubbing his eye

Tallulah writes on her sign; "Sanctuary! //Santuario! :D"

Another dragon child comes in the room.. Chayanne. The ducky floaty dragon child slowly approached the confused skull father..

"Chayanne I-" Chayanne smacks the hell out of Missa's face, Tallulah hits Chayanne back and writes on her sign "Stop being rude chay!" Before chay can respond Missa's mind goes to; "W-wait, where's Philza?! Is...is he okay?" Tallulah answers the second question by nodding happily Chayanne answers the first question by putting a sign down that read; something, Missa just read the word outside Dashed outta the bedroom and ran outside..

The outside was beautiful, lots of petals and birds flying around the sun felt warm and relaxing but...where was... Philza?

"M-Missa?!" The British crow chirped, Missa turned, Phil was right across from him holding flowers then dropped them immediately, charging towards Missa as Missa just stands there like an idiot

"YOU'RE AWAKE!! YOU'RE FINALLY AWAKE!!! I.. I was worried about you!"

"What do you mean..?"

"Me and kids were taking a walk, then...then Tallulah found you...passed out in whole of a cave..you were shaking.. your masked was cracked, you had bruises.. So we brought you here to rest and, and heal here.. you look like you were jumped by something..."

"...I...I see.... What is this place...?"

"A friend.. of mine made this place for us to relax.. this is basically our new home now!"

Philza's smiled always cheered up Missa..but after that nightmare...that Missa had was still lingering.. itching in his brain causing him lose his balance dropping to his knees BadBoyHalo's voice started to echo in his ears while Missa started to breathe heavily

"MISSA WHAT'S WRONG?? MISSA CAN YOU HEAR ME??"

You don't deserve Philza Missa looped in Missa's mind.

"SOY UNA PERSONA HORRIBLE // I' AM HORRIBLE PERSON!!"

"Missa... you're not a horrible person.."

"B-BUT I AM! I'M ALWAYS AWAY FROM YOU, I'M NEVER THERE FOR YOU AND THE KIDS! I-I-I failed everyone...all because I'm... I'm such a coward.. A pathetic useless coward...and I'll never be able protect you.. just like Bad s-says--"

"Missa! The hell?? What are you saying?! You.. aren't useless you're... The.. third best thing that has happened to me! You're also my platonic husband, and THAT is something I can't help but appreciate and respect. And besides I have two troubled dragon kids I can't handle both of at the same time... Sometimes they can get chaotic especially Chayanne. So uh, y-yeah, I was never good at this.. comfort thing.. what I'm trying to say is.. I love you Missa.. Even though you don't be here all the time, and leave me alone I'm not gonna hate you because of that.. I understand, sometimes you get super anxious and want space...even from me."

".....Tú haces..? // You do...?"

"Yeah... I.. I've been through some intense...sh!t weeks or days ago.. but luckily Chayanne saved me..."

Phil shyly smiles brightly at Missa wiping his tears, gently held his hand

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