#voiceactingrequests

I have dealt with alot prior to making my big come back to tumblr but im here to make a change. My past behaviors were because of being tormented and harassed by a narcisistic stalker and I felt the need to appologize to you all for acting in every way that I did. I mean it so.

I rebegan my life with Jessicology as one of her voice actors and am now looking for a fresh start. I left the furry fandom due to the stalking problem for I felt it was the only real way to get away from it all for good after many hurtful accusations that do not carry tangible proof other than a faked and hacked account ran by either the stalker in question or one of his very nasty friends in crime. 

Either way I made my way out of the furry fandom and decided to come back here after dealing with 3 days in the mental health hospital after a heart wrenching call that desperately needed to be made to save my own life. (I sadly don’t wish to dive too much farther into this hot mess pool for your own safety from harmful spoons.) 

I am now back and am not the same after being on crisis watch. I am not going back to twitter period after all that I had to deal with there and feel at my safest here on Tumblr after this horrendous experience. Dealing with a narcisist is not fun at all. they think differently than a normal and sane person would. They are the type of person who never stops what they do because they never see the wrong in their behaviors, mainly because they choose to live in fantasy rather than reality. 

A Narcisist enjoys making themselves the victim in anyway that they can. Rather than deal with consequences they like to “Victimize” themselves to look inferior to get what they want which is total dominance and control over another’s life and outlook. 

Well, I stand firm to say that this one did not get what he wanted and he never will anymore. I may have lost those I once cared about because of him, but all it taught me was that those so called “Friends” were all fake and I just deserved better ones which I know and see that I have right here! Thank you all for being by my side even if I was wrong at one point!