#violetvervain

Serenity stepped into her home, which was just as she had left it. She sent a message to Stefan to let him know she was back at home and threw her bags in her room, she ran pass Anne's room and wondered if she was getting along okay. It was a bummer she hadn't heard back about going to Europe with her, the poor girl was probably still depressed about having her whole life taken away from her. Serenity decided enough wallowing- she would make that girl compel a room if need be.Serenity had spent way to much time with the European vampires- the ones who didn't care about being subtle or nice to humans. Humans were food to them- the lower species. Serenity went downstairs and grabbed a blood bag- the first bag she'd had all week. Granted, being in Europe they had feasted on humans night after night and had the time of thier lives- and the bag tasted stale and gross now. She threw the bag in the trash and decided to go out to get a real bite to eat.  How she had missed the thrill of a beating heart and a warm body. Tonight she would have it all.

My dearest friend, Lucinda, whom brought me back from the brink of distruction during me and Stefan's ripper phase. She told me a ledgend of a wolf who became immortal. She laughed and said it was some silly story she heard once  upon a time- the wolf became immortal but was eventaully killed by a slayer. He had lost all of his humanity and it had driven him mad. She said a doppleganger is born with magical blood that will seal the two curses together. She had never seen one- but knew that person would be born in a special blood line. This is all story and myth anyway. There can't be a way to combine these two line. Its impossible. I mean really now. I guess I want a reason to tell Damon to shove it, I also want a reason to distance myself from Stefan. As much as I care for him. I find myself oddly jealous of Mandie. Ive been pushing these feelings to the side for sometime. Its best to not complicate things because I am insecure. Tyler is the best thing to happen to me in a long time. I haven't opened up to him about my feelings yet, but if this spell he has in mind works, I have a feeling I can let go.

Ser sent out the mass message and sat back in her seat. She was so happy to get away clear her head, figure out what she needed to do and what she was going to do.

Tyler typed the message quickly and sent it, eager to tell her what he'd found out.

Serenity sent the message from her car, she had to leave town but didn't want Anne wandering around by herself. Lord knows Damon wouldnt watch her.

He saw down, eyes wandering over to where Serenity was working and waiting for her, hands in his lap. He watched her every move, unsure if he'd see her again after this.

Serenity sat outside of Stefan's house. She was afraid to go in. She saw Melinda's car outside and Serenity still wasn't sure how she felt. She had killed the slayers mom, the second she found out Ser would be dead. She needed to get far away from this place.She needed to leave, get her head together. She was so confused about everything and so scared for her life. When Melinda left, she would go inside. Tell Stefan the truth about Melinda's mom, she owed him that much, and after she met with Tyler she would leave L.A.

How did it go? You didn't attack anyone at the party did you? ;)