#vfluff

You watched their recording from backstage with both pride and concern as you noticed all of the changes they have went through in years. With a hair brush in one hand and a hair spray in the other, you patiently waited for a cue from the directors to take a styling break. Being the perfectionist you were, stubborn strands of hair sticking out in all different directions on Hoseok’s head ironically gave you more anxiety than anything. He just had to start dancing out of nowhere in the middle of recording and mess his hairstyle up, there was no way a show could go without it.

So lost in checking on the boys, you haven’t even noticed one of the rookie idols speaking until a loud squeal of the mostly teenage audience caught your attention. It seemed to have been the end of his speech therefore you had no idea what he just talked about, but judging from the boys’ faces it must have been something impressive.

“Cut! We’ll take a twenty minute break!“ One of the directors announced as they have discussed it beforehand. All of the idols visible on the screen sighed in content - being energetic and interesting for hours wasn’t the easiest task on the planet, especially with their hectic all-day schedules.

The moment you heard a cue, the room filled with other staff members became a mess as they all started rushing to grab the tools needed. Makeup artists, stylists, hair stylists, technicians among many other people who stood behind a group and silently became a part of their success. 

“Good job, keep it up.“ You heard one of the BTS managers say as they entered the room in a rush. Twenty minutes may seem long, but in their world it was more like two minutes of rest and eighteen minutes of being passed from hands to hands as the staff members crowded around them.

You looked around to find Hoseok, but noticed that one of the other hair stylists has already been taking care of the nest on his head. Damn, taking the work you’ve been itching to do for half of the show.

Before anything else distracted you again, you noticed Taehyung standing in the corner and simply looking at the members with unreadable expression. All of your previous concerns bounced right back seeing him so isolated from everyone else and so you decided to take some of his burden on your own shoulders.

“How’s your hair still perfect?“ You asked with a warm smile, standing on your tip toes to brush through his already well styled hair. For no particular reason - you just needed a topic to hopefully start a conversation.

“I don’t know. It just is.“ He answered so evasively that your eyebrows involuntarily scrunched up. 

“Is there something wrong? You’ve been so quiet the entire recording.“ You said, deciding to just be honest with him. As far as you’ve remember, he always appreciated honesty even if it was painful to bear the truth.

“No, everything’s fine.“

You lowered your gaze from his hair to his eyes and were surprised to notice that he stared at something without averting his gaze at all. Following the trail, you found yourself gazing at the screen placed on the wall across the room which repeated the already recorded part of the show. Even though there were many different parts, it happened to be airing the speech of the rookie boy good enough to make girls squeal in excitement. Upon a closer look, you noticed how he wasn’t nervous at all with a gentle smile on his face, wise words and captivative sparkle in his eyes. No wonder he was admired by the audience.

“He’s so mature and calm.“ A bunch of words slipped past Taehyung’s lips grabbing your attenion and alarming you in a way. “I wish I could be like him. I bet no one finds him a weirdo of the group. No one calls him an alien for fun.“ He added with distinct sadness trembling through the tone of his voice.

An ‘oh’ accidentally escaped your lips as you realized what it was about. It suddenly made so much sense as you’ve seen him watching some old fan video on youtube while you were doing his hair before. Although you haven’t seen the full title, you noticed it contained a compilation of Taehyung’s funny moments - there must have been something which bothered him a lot. Despite being from around debut, you bet the video had some fresh comments from people not knowing how he matured throughout the years. The comments were always either a ray of sunshine or a pit of darkness for the boys.

“What are you talking about?“ You suddenly asked with surprising firmness in your voice. “Be you. No one else can.“

Such simple words yet somehow meant so much to him.

“That guy is being himself and you should too. Your fans love you for your own personality, not for someone else’s you’d want to be.“ You smiled brightly at the change in his expression. As if he was reflecting on himself. “No one else can be a Taehyung and we need a Taehyung! Go show your fans the Taehyung they admire.“ You exclaimed with positivity filling you up to the brim. 

What you’ve been dying to see eventually happened - he smiled in that boxy smile of his always making your day a hundred times better.

“I’ll do that! Watch me Taehyung all the way to the end of the show!“ He joked with motivation shining bright in his squinted from a smile eyes. With freshly gained strength, he soon followed the other members and made a way more relaxed apprearance with the fans loudly cheering him on.

That way you’ve gained another verb to play around with - you not only Jimin today, but also Taehyung all the way!

Y/N its too cold" Taehyung whined wrapping himself into the blanket as i turned the night light on. "Well it was raining before, maybe that’s why?" I said trying hard to justify the sudden insane cold, your feet hit the floor, the cold on the ground spiking against the warmth of your feet. I waddled over to the window you tired and your body cold, opening the curtains a slight bit, you saw spikes of frost edging onto the window seal.

I instantly gasped shutting the curtain completely and turning around to taehyung. "What? What is it?" He asked groggily, sitting up slowly at your excitement. With a quick epped i flung open the curtains dramatically, showcasing the snowflakes delicately falling from the sky.

"WHAT?! ITS SNOWING!" Tae shouted as he jumped from the bed, all signs of tiredness disappearing from his face. He ran over goggling at the snow falling on the ground, his eyes wide and filled with joy. My eyes glanced at his handsome face, a small smile making its way onto my lips as his smile widened.

“let’s go outside!” he suggested excitedly. We both scrambled to get on some warm clothing so we could go and enjoy the snowy weather.

As you stepped outside the instant change from warm to cold sent a shiver down your spine; despite the toe curling cold the white snow falling from the sky had you both staring out in awe.

As you admired the way the snow lay like a blanket on everything around you, you didn’t notice Taehyung shuffling around behind you.

“Y/N”

As you turned around your face was met with a snowball. You gasped as the snow broke from its ball form, spreading itself around your face, instantly removing any warmth you had and replacing it with Icey cold numbness.

“You're so dead” you giggled as you started collecting snow from the ground getting ready for war.

You and Taehyung ran around chasing each other with snow and giggles, the small light provided by the street and the moonlight captured Taehyung’s enchanting smile as he swung you up into his arms.

“Remember when we met last Christmas?” Taehyung asked softly as he set you back down on the ground.

“hi, my names Y/N, Welcome to Santa’s Shop, how may I help you?” you asked as you approached the grown male. You figured he was lost since this store was mainly for kids and their parents, not like you were complaining though, he was extremely attractive.

The man turned to you with wide eyes, his mouth open and closed like he was going to say something but nothing came out of his mouth.

“are you looking for anything special?” you asked after a moment of silence.

“er, would you know how to get in touch with Santa?” he asked quietly.

You furrowed your eyebrows in confusion. What the hell? Is he serious?

“errr sir…you know Santa isn’t real, right?” you asked as you leaned in closer to avoid any of the children running around the shop to hear.

“yer I know, but he’s the only one who could help me get what I really want” he sighed as he looked down at the floor sheepishly.

“well…what do you want? Maybe I could help you?” you asked him sweetly as his eyes rose up to meet yours.

“maybe you could” he said as a rectangular smile graced his face.

You smiled at the memory as you nodded your head happily “yer? What about it?” you asked as he took your hand in his.

“it was you Y/N” he smiled as he kissed your hand softly “I wanted you”.

A small blush creeped onto your face as you shoved his shoulder lightly “your so cute” you said pinching his cheek causing him to whine.

You laughed lightly as you took in all his features and all the memories you share with the silly boy standing in front of you.

"What? He asked turning towards you as his eyes bored into yours

"i love you" i whispered softly as you turned my head back up to the sky.

“I can’t believe it” You said as you looked at the three pregnancy tests you took, which all three came out positive. “I’m pregnant” after you saw the two lines on the tests a wide smile spread across your face. You stood there, looking at the different tests you took, you couldn’t stop smiling. Excitement and relief were two feelings that you definitely felt.

As you sat in your bedroom, you were thinking of ways to tell your husband the big news. You wanted to bring the news in an unique way, something which would totally catch Taehyung off guard.  Luckily Taehyung wasn’t home, he was out with friends which was perfect because now you had time to prepare what you had in mind.

You were already imagining your child being born, holding it’s small and fragile hand. Looking up at your husband who was smiling brightly, repeating the sentence “I love the both of you so much” before capturing this moment on film.  Other people who gave birth to a baby have told what kind of pain you had to withstand, it did scare you but you knew that in the end it will be all worth it.

It was now 3 P.M, Your husband texted you that he would be home in about two hours, you hoped that two hours would be enough. You grabbed your laptop and placed it on your lap, you searched on the internet a tutorial for what you were about to do. “This looks so difficult” You exclaim while rubbing your temples. “How do people come up with this? It’s so creative yet difficult”

After you had watched the tutorial numerous times, you set your laptop aside and walked towards the kitchen. Opening the refrigerator and grabbing a few eggs. You knew that you would most likely fail a few times but practice makes perfect. “I hope Taehyung will like it” You say as you wash the eggs with soap and water.

You placed the eggs on the kitchen sink, drying them individually. Throughout doing this, the smile on your face never left. It felt like all of this happened so fast and yet it also felt like you waited forever to finally start your own family. All those shows you have watched, thousands of women telling their pregnancy story with such passion and happiness made you look forward to the day you could tell your own pregnancy story. “I’m going to be a mother” You said excitingly as you poked holes in an egg on the top and bottom.  

After you had scrambled the yolk inside the egg you brought the smaller hole you had poked in the egg to your mouth, you took a deep breath before blowing into the egg, the liquid came out of the egg and dripped into the bowl you had placed on the kitchen counter. It took a few more seconds before the only thing that came out of the other end of the hole was air.

“Finally” you say as you run some water through the empty egg shell, cleaning the inside of it before blowing the water out of it. “Well, this was easier than I thought” you dried the empty egg shell, obviously happy that it only took you one attempt to empty an egg without breaking it.

“And now comes the fun part, decorating” A few weeks ago, you had seen a DIY video where a woman had used her nail polish to create a marble design on an egg, you thought it was super cute and creative but never had an occasion to do so and now you do. Grabbing all of your nail polishes you placed them on the table which has been covered with newspapers because one thing you are known for is making a mess, You also placed a bowl on the table which has been filled with water with a small stick laying besides it which will be used later.

Thoughts about whether your baby will be a boy or a girl were also running through your mind, you didn’t have a preference but you knew that Taehyung always said that he would like to have a son. You did think about what it would be like to have your own daughter, once she grows older talking about boys, friends  and anything else she wants to talk about. And when she is still young, do her hair and pick out cute clothes for her to wear. Either way, only time will tell what the gender of the baby will be but you will love the baby unconditionally and so will your husband.

After a few droplets of nail polish have dropped in the bowl of water, you dipped the egg in the bowl. You removed the excess nail polish that was still in the bowl with the small stick before getting the egg out of the water. You looked at the egg, satisfied with how one side of it looks. After you had repeated the step on the other side you let It dry for a few minutes and in the meantime you cleaned everything up.

Looking up at the clock you noticed that you only had about half an hour left before Taehyung was supposed to be home, you still had one step left before you could place the egg in a cute box and that was putting a piece of paper with the text “You’re going to be a daddy” inside of it. As you grabbed a white piece of paper you neatly wrote the text on It before folding it, it needs to be very small otherwise it won’t fit through the small hole you made in the egg. “Finally~!” You said as the piece of paper was successfully pushed through the small hole. “what a piece of work”

You grabbed a small box from your room, a few days ago you purchased a few cosmetics which came in a cute little blue box, you had already emptied the box before so you could now place the egg in the empty box “Hopefully you won’t break, I only made one.” You hoped that Taehyung wouldn’t pick up the box and shake it like a maniac because the egg will break that way and that would ruin the surprise.

After you had closed the box and decorated it with a cute ribbon, you waited for Taehyung to finally get home. 10 minutes has passed and you heard the door open. “I’m home Jagiya~!” You heard your husband say. “I’m here~! Come! I have a surprise for you” You announce as you sat at the table with the box in front of you.

Taehyung walked towards the living room, he smiled at you before he noticed the small blue box on the table. “What’s this?” He asks as he gave you a small kiss on the cheek. “Sit down and I might let you open it” You say, looking at the chair on the other side of the table before looking at Taehyung again. “Is it for me?” He asks as he sits down, already reaching out to the box. “Yes~” You answer, smiling as he inspects the box.

“It’s not a prank is it?” He asks with one eyebrow raised. You shook your head and kept the smile clearly evident on your face. “Just open it” Taehyung looks at you for a few more seconds before curiosity got the best of him, he untied the ribbon and opened the box. Looking at you with a ‘are you serious’ expression. “An egg?” he says before picking it up and inspecting it. Your smile only got wider, and your heartbeat quickens, getting more and more excited to see his reaction.

“You decorated it nicely ___-ah~” He compliments you as he looks at the egg more carefully. “Am I supposed to break it?”  You nodded your head, watching every movement he makes. As he carefully breaks the egg he sees a small piece of paper inside of it. “What….” He mutters as he picks up the paper and tosses the broken egg back in the box.

You bit your lip as Taehyung unfolds the paper, silence fills the room as he reads it. “Are you serious?” He asks, his eyes still glued to the piece paper. “Are you sure?” he repeats, looking up at you with a stunned facial expression.

You nodded your head. “Yes, I took three tests.” Taehyungs face lit up in excitement and he smiled widely. “I’m going to be a dad…” he says in a whisper. “This is amazing ___-ah!” He says while standing up and walking over to you. You stood up too and immediately hugged Taehyung. “I can’t believe it, we are going to have a baby!” He kisses you on the lips for a few seconds before pulling away. “I love you so much ___, we are finally going to be a family”

“I can’t wait Taehyung-ah” you started to cry and tears started to trickle down your cheeks out of pure happiness, you waited so long for this and you couldn’t be more happier than you are right now. You can’t wait till the day that you will be holding your baby in your arms, the day that you will finally be able to give it all the love it deserves. Together, with Taehyung.