#vellivomit

dean and michael in the naturals????? the way they do NOT play about cassie??

maybe it's the trauma of having a loving but anger issues dad but michael threatening trina's son—"Michael told me once that when he lost it, he really lost it... if Christopher laid another hand on me, Dean might not be able to pull Michael off."

i handmake beaded jewelry and my current bestselling product is the heated rivalry bracelet set, which i'm sharing with @pinky-sunshinw (she has the ilya half, i have the shane half)

my shop is kind of cool, i think.

i have other stuff too, but hollanov is what the people love rn. and the sciles set. which i am too lazy to link but you can find at the top of my shop.

so please support!!

and if you have any qs send asks or dm me!

because i have no idea of any other banana ball ships besides 2Jack and Pink Lemonade, here are some ideas

psa: i dont know that many firefighters / tailgaters players yet besides like... peanut. so there probably won't be that many of them. BUT!!! i might (read: probably will) go back to this list later hehe

so here we go, my banana ball ships that are not my otps:

ziggy / jackson

kj / ty jackson

danny hosley / ty jackson

need to remention pink lemonade just because

he's so pathetic, like, "give me attention because I'm needy and lonely" pathetic.

LIKE A FREAKING PUPPY.

like, i'm sorry i had a phase in may where i wanted to pretend i'm a normal person and that i actually go to social events n stuff so i blasted the weeknd for a month straight bc it was kind of vibey and it reminded me a of club music. (mind you, i've never been to da club)

i'm not a freak. i swear. i promise.

and somehow TAYLOR SWIFT got in there??? i don't even like that woman. blasphemous behavior on spotify's part.

on a happier note, my top song was i like me better by lauv which i listened to 89 times. so yay. i love lauv.

by the people who are supposed to be my friends

by myself because i feel like i'm watching myself live my life

it feels like they're all leaving me behind while all i want us to just want to be there. i want to stop being the one who has to watch from the sidelines while every other girl my age gets a boyfriend and goes out on dates and gets to hang out with their friends.

i feel like i'm getting left behind and no one even cares

published

come to bed - thiam

in progress

when in bananaland • kyle "kj" jackson / jackson olson

but why am i still thinking about what i'm gonna do next time i see him. or what i'm gonna say. or the stuff i'm gonna give him.

why is he still in every corner of my mind. why do i still want to show him every interesting thing. why do i keep asking myself if he misses me.

why can't i keep myself from wanting to walk to his house in the middle of the night because i know exactly how to get out so they won't even know i left.

why do i keep wondering how he's doing because i know he's lying when he says he's okay.