#vampirev

Author: Jade Taylor/ Group: BTS/ Member: Kim Taehyung/ Type: Fluff, some angst./ Words: 1,983/ POV: 1st/ About: Avalon is an offerer to vampire, Kim Taehyung. This is normal for her, and everything was going smoothly until she started falling for said vampire. Now, she wants to quit her job in hopes to put some distance between the two, but will he let her leave?/ A/N: The reason this one is in 1st person and so short, is because I wrote it some time ago, but I can't bear to part with it, and I want it to be posted somewhere. I figured why keep it to myself when I can share it with you! Also, please bear with me! I'm still trying to figure Tumblr out! I'm so confused! This text isn't supposed to be jumbled together, but I don't know how to fix it... I'm new and I need help! 😂 +++      I sucked in a breath, mentally preparing myself before entering the building. My converse squeaked across the snow white tiled floors as I made my way to the reception desk, the seemingly bored blonde only noticing me when I was right in front of her. "Can I help you?" She asked, monotonously. It's this same question everytime. "I'm here for an appointment with Mr. Kim," I replied impatiently, tapping my foot on the floor. "Name?" She asked looking up at me through her obnoxiously long fake eyelashes. I mentally rolled my eyes at her. I had been coming here for a little over a year now, shouldn't she know who I am by now? "Avalon Black," I sighed. She typed on her computer for a few moments before returning her gaze to me. "Mr. Kim is in the practice room right now. I have notified some staff that you are here and they will send him out to get you shortly. Please have a seat."      I nodded and turned around, walking to the small waiting area that was set up specifically for people like me. I took a seat on the sofa that was unnaturally white and very uncomfortable, letting my mind wonder to what brought me to this moment...      From the moment I was born I grew up around vampires. We learned about a war between the humans and these creatures in our history classes. We also learned about the day that there was a treaty of peace made between the two species, and they began to live alongside each other, but of course the vampires couldn't survive without the one thing they needed most. Blood. In the beginning, humans willing to provide their blood for the creatures were shunned, even after peace was established. It took centuries for this to become accepted, but I was born and still live in the day and age that it is.      I had always been intrigued by vampires, after learning about them in school, and the day I turned eighteen was the day I knew that I wanted to help them survive. Even if giving my own blood was only a small part of that, it was something I wanted to do. So, I began my search for vampires that needed my assistance. That search lead me to Korea, where the population of vampires was huge, and I found myself at BigHit Entertainment attending an interview in hopes I would be assigned to one of seven idols they managed, that just so happened to crave blood. Even if I wasn't familiar with any of their names or their music, when I found out I was accepted I could hardly contain my excitement. Then, I met the vampire I would be assigned to. Kim Taehyung.      Though quiet for the first few weeks I was coming to see him, only taking what he needed, he eventually began to talk to me. He was kind, sweet, and gentle. He made an effort to get to know me, and tell me more about him and his life, he even let me address him by his actual name, but... It grew complicated when I realized that the handsome vampire managed to steal my heart. Everytime he got close to me my heart began to race, and I started to think about him even when I wasn't with him. I secretly hoped he felt the same way, but he never let on that he did, he didn't act like he felt anything for me. I felt like I was just food to him, even though he was friendly to me. I was here to see him today, I was going to quit... I didn't want to leave him, but I couldn't take seeing him everyday knowing he'd never be mine. "Avalon!" I heard the deep voice that never failed to send shivers down my spine. Looking, up I saw him standing by the hallway that lead down to the practice rooms and private lounges, and took notice that his hair that had been an ordinary brown had now been dyed a vibrant blood red. Makes sense. "I'm coming," I replied, picking myself up and walking to meet him. When I was right next to him, he silently turned and lead me to the room we occupied every other day. It was mostly empty save for the navy blue couches. The walls stuck with the building's theme of white and the thin carpet was a charcoal grey. "So how are you today?" He asked once the door clicked closed. "I'm... Fine, I guess," I shrugged, awkwardly looking around the room, anywhere but at him again. If I saw those eyes, the ones that seemed to be able to look directly at my soul, I wouldn't be able to leave him, "How are you?" "I'm exhausted. Practice is very necessary, but very tiring," I understood what he meant. Of course vampires don't need sleep, but they could get physically worn out. The only way to replenish their energy, was the one thing they needed humans for. "Hungry?" I asked keeping my eyes trained on the floor, knowing full and well he was. Maybe if we got it over with now, I could break the news, go home, and begin the healing process. He would probably have someone new in no time. "That obvious?" He gave a small laugh, and I could here him shuffling closer. My heart rate began it's race. "It is. It's always been obvious," I smiled sadly at the floor. "But nobody else notices," His soft husky voice came from behind me, much closer this time. A gentle hand on my shoulder sent my heart into leaps and my whole body slightly tensed, "Nobody ever does, except you." "U-Uh... I think we should get on with this. I'm sure you've got better things to do," I told him. This was the reason I had to leave, his words made me feel like I was what he needed and wanted, but he didn't. "Well, if you say so... but I don't really have anything else do do after this," He said brushing my hair behind my shoulder, "As always, tell me if I hurt you."      I braced myself for the temporary pain that a vampire bite brings before the numbness sets in... 5... 4... 3... 2... 1...      His fangs sunk into the skin that connected my neck to my shoulder. Tears pricked at my eyes for a second, as it stung, but once it faded I was very aware of his soft lips on my skin and one of his hands gently resting on my hip. I was going to miss this, I was going to miss him, but staying would be putting myself through torture. I could only hope that I'd find some way to move on, and that he would find someone amazing that was actually worth his time.      I felt his fangs recede, and his tongue brush across the wounds, light as a feather, sealing them so they wouldn't scar. "Thank you," He murmured against my skin, before pulling away. "It's no problem," I shrugged, still looking at the floor. "Why... Avalon, why won't you look at me? Are you okay?" He asked, I could hear the slight concern in his voice. "I'm fine," I replied too quickly. "You don't sound fine," he countered. "Taehyung, I said I'm fine. There's nothing wrong with me, but..." "But what?" He interrupted, "You haven't looked at me since we were in the lobby, you seem tense... Was there something I did to make you act this way?" He asked. My heart broke hearing him say that. This wasn't his fault, it was mine. "No!" I finally looked at him, eyes wide. I was met with his deep irises looking into mine with a worried expression, "You did nothing wrong! It's just me, I-I have to quit..." "What..?" I saw the worry in his eyes flick to sadness, then I saw the slight anger, "Why would you have to quit, unless I did something to make you want to? Why don't you just tell me what I did, without running away. I'm sure I could fix it." "Tae," I used the nickname that had become second nature to me by now, "I was telling the truth when I said that it was nothing you did. It's me. I have my reason's and I can't stay. It's too hard, and it hurts."      I felt like I was going to cry, so I averted my eyes once again to the floor, only to have Taehyung in front of me in two seconds flat, gently pulling on my chin to bring my eyes back to his. I saw there was no longer anger there, only sadness. That broke the dam in my eyes and the warm tears started cascading down my cheeks, through these tears I saw the sympathy in his gaze. I hated to see such a beautiful person in pain, I hated it even more knowing that I was causing it. He would be so much better off without me here. "Tell me your reasons. Why is it hard? Why does it hurt?" He whispered, closing his eyes for a moment. My lip trembled and without thinking I opened my mouth to tell him the truth. "I-I love you, Tae. I have for a while now, but I couldn't tell you. I tried to force the feelings away, all you needed from me was blood, not love, but no matter how hard I tried, being around you always made them come rushing back. It hurts knowing that you'll never feel the same, and I don't wanna keep going through a love that's one sided. I wanna move on, and I can't do that with you around, so I have to leave," I explained, letting the words tumble out of my mouth. I watched his expression change to one of shock, and he said nothing. I guess it didn't matter that he now saw me differently, I'd never see him again anyways, "I'm sorry. I have to go."      I pulled away and turned around, walking quickly towards the door ready to leave my humiliation and heartbreak behind with him. I brushed the tears off my face with one hand, reaching for the door knob with the other, but just as I was about to turn it, I felt a firm weight on my shoulder. The next thing I knew, I was turned completely around and pulled flush against Taehyung's chest. I swear I could feel my heart leap up into my throat and my eyes become the size of saucers. "You should have told me instead of trying to force those feelings away," He said lowly, arms circling my waist, "You don't know how wrong you are, Avalon... Your love isn't one sided. It's far from it. I love you too, I have for the longest time."      Suddenly I felt his hand gently tugging on my chin again, forcing me to look him in the eye. When I did, I had little time to see him before his lips brushed mine. My eyes fluttered closed as the gentle brushing turned into a loving and passionate kiss, our lips molding together and moving in perfect sync. It was sweet, almost like strawberries and if I thought my heart could race before... It was nothing compared to this. This was amazing and it felt like I was on cloud nine.      All too soon, he pulled away, but he kept me there in his arms, his forehead resting against my own. A small smile tugged at my lips as I looked at him, sure my eyes must be sparkling with happiness. "You definitely can't leave me now," He whispered to me with a small smile of his own, "You can't leave cause you're mine."