#val.writes

You were bored out of your mind so you decided to go live on Instagram. Everyone was aware of your relationship with Zion, therefore you were ready to receive some questions from the BEANZ. ‘What’s up guys, I’m bored and wanted to say hi. Let’s do something fun, shall we?’ You say as you put your PRETTYMUCH playlist on shuffle, as soon as the beat from Jello goes off through your speakers so do the comments in your live, everyone was hyped up. The guys were watching, even though they were right there in the house. ‘AYEEE, GO OFF Y/N, EVERYONE STREAM PHASES’ Edwin wrote in the live’s chat and you pinned it. A couple songs later Zion came into the room, ‘Heyyy, look who decided to join our party you guys!’ Turning your phone so that everyone could see him.

You cuddle with Z for a bit to cool down as you answer some questions. Your smile widens as a comment caught your attention, ‘Someone said we should do a Phases performance, you down?’. ‘BET!’ Zion screams excitedly. ‘Okay but first, who do you guys think is gonna nail the performance?’ You ask the question almost rhetorically as you suppose everyone’s going to vote for Z, but the live’s chat tells you the opposite. ‘Imma say me, cause I know I’m gonna beat yo- “Zion can’t even dance”?’ Zion’s cut off as he reads a comment and you laugh at his annoyance, ‘Do y’all even support me? Damn... I guess everyone’s rooting for you, Y/N. But Imma proof y’all wrong’ He says with a pout and gets out of bed, offering you his hand to help you stand up and you take it. 

‘Let’s do this, Z’ Both of you exchange daring looks, you weren’t going to let him beat you, although you were pretty sure he was going to win anyways. As soon as the song starts playing, every competitive cell you had, disappeared. With each lyric came a memory of how deeply in love you were with Zion, every kiss, every touch, every cuddle, everything. You start dancing with each other, just “performing”, twirling each other around, hitting the woah every once in a while, giggling like fools. Just as Zion’s rap was coming, you push him out ‘Now this is MY part’ You look directly at the camera, nailing every single lyric. Zion stared at you in awe, with each lyric he felt how he was falling for you harder. ‘Look, I promise you, baby, I'm sober.  Just wait 'til you give in and finally come over-’ You got cut off by Zion as he grabbed you by the waist and picked you up ‘I can't wait to tell you. I LOVE YA, I LOVE YA, I LOVE YA’ He finished the lyrics, screaming the last part, he peppered your face with kisses repeatedly as the song continued to play in the background. 

val’s side note: YETH OMG THIS- wow. hot.🥵 i swear i am a child of god.

Ever since Would You Mind came out, your friend became obsessed with PRETTYMUCH, you ended up learning all their songs due to her repeating them almost everyday. You knew they were all cute boys who knew how to dance and sing, but you weren’t that much into them.

Your friend tells you about this little gig that they’re doing and she doesn’t want to go alone, so you gladly agree to join her, cause why not. Once you were there, you were in the front, as your friend wanted to be there super early to get the best spots. The little cafe starts filling up with fans and you can feel the hype start rushing through your friend and you. Popular songs that they like blasting through the speakers, everyone cheering and screaming, great vibes. If you were being honest, you don’t understand why you’re excited too but you don’t mind, it’s as if your gut’s telling you that this night might be exciting.

The boys come out and as soon as they do, your eyes are instantly glued on one of them. You had always found him the most attractive but didn’t pay that much attention, but right now, it was all you could focus on. ‘Holy crap, who’s that?’ You ask your friend giddily, pointing him out as he was dancing. ‘Ohhh, him? That’s Brandon. Wait… OH. MY. GOD. Are you into him??’ Your friend shouts as she notices how the blush starts creeping through your cheeks and you smile like a fool. ‘I mean… I might be’ You say as you’re checking him out and you swore that he was too.

Damn, was the boy hot. The rest of the concert you keep on exchanging glances with him, you danced to their songs and sang them loud enough to make sure that you were getting his attention. ‘Okay, this is getting weird now. Please tell me that I’m not going insane, cause I could swear that Brandon was looking at you the entire show’ Your friend says after they finish their last song and get off the stage. ‘Well, we were pretty close to them and I was practically eye-fucking him. So, there might be a possibility’ Rush flowing through your veins.

You decide to go the bathroom to wash your face, you could feel that someone was following you. You turn around and there he was, Brandon Arreaga was following you to the bathroom, what a good story to tell your friend. Although you were excited to see him there, the question was floating in your head, what was he doing there?.

‘Um.. Hi, I’m Brandon’ He scratches his head, blushing a little. ‘Hi Brandon, I’m Y/N’ You smile shyly at him, waiting for him to continue. ‘I don’t know if you noticed, but I couldn’t get my eyes off you during the show and I thought you were doing the same. So, I thought maybe I could get your number… Of course, if you want to’ He rambles and your heart’s pounding against your chest. ‘Absolutely, I wouldn’t mind at all, and yeah… I was checking you out too, I find you really attractive actually’ You couldn’t believe your own words, but you were glad you got it off your chest cause next thing you knew, his lips were crashing against yours.

You didn’t know what you were getting into, but whatever this was, you were enjoying it. His hands were grabbing your waist, while his lips hungrily kissed yours. Your hands running wild through his hair. Both of you break the kiss to catch a breath, but he wasn’t letting go that easy and neither were you. Brandon opens the bathroom door, you both get inside and he locks it. Kissing again, you start rubbing your hand against his crotch, the bulge growing in his pants made you want even more. You bend on your knees, he starts unzipping his pants as he lets his d*ck all to you. You don’t hesitate and took him in your mouth as your hands pumped what was left of him. Your movements become sloppier as you could feel how he was close to his release, his hands are on your hair, making you go further. ‘Babe, I...’ His breath hitched and he came, you swallowed and licked your lips proudly. He helps you stand up, brushing your hair slightly, face blushed, swollen lips and tangled hair, that’s what you call a view. 

hiiii, sorry this took me so long, i was busy. btw it’s my first time writing angsty stuff so im sorry if this sucks🤧

Your eyes were filled with tears as you looked at him in disbelief, ‘We’re really going to do this, huh? Are we really going to give up? Us?’ Your voice was shaky, fear and anger invading your thoughts. 

‘You know we don’t have to’ Brandon said, holding your hand between his, giving you a soft look, as if he might break at any given second.

‘You’re leaving me with no choice, B, I feel as if I’m the one giving everything in this relationship while you’re stuck in the studio. I know it’s your career, but I’m here too, you know?’ His jaw’s now clenched. He’s not someone who gets angry easily, nor does he like to fight, actually, he tries to avoid arguments with you. But this time is different, you’ve never seen him like this.

Tears start to form in his eyes, nose turning red, you’re just waiting for him to explode at any second. ‘I know I haven’t been the best boyfriend these past weeks, I’m sorry if you ever felt like I wasn’t giving you the place you actually deserve’ You’re taken aback by his response. ‘I want to make sure that you never have to feel this way again, it breaks my heart to know that I’m the one that’s hurting you like this, I-‘ He chokes on his own words, he’s breaking in front of you, he’s fragile, you’ve known that ever since you’ve started dating. You wipe away his tears, holding his face. You look deeply into his eyes, vulnerable. 

His brows are furrowed, as if he was looking for an answer, or just the right words to say. ‘I can’t let myself lose you, not now, not ever’ He mumbles softly, so that only you could hear him. ‘Can you believe I somehow turned this argument into my pity party?’ Brandon chuckles bitterly and you immediately deny it by shaking your head. 

‘Okay, hear me out Michael. Even in this state, you looking like a tomato, all puffed up, I swear I’ve never loved you more. You won’t ever lose me, just make sure to make some time for me, please?’ You kiss his forehead, he wipes the tears away from your face adoringly.

if someone asked you what’s the best feeling in the world to you, it would be this one.

little rays of sunshine sneaking through the curtains and reaching your bed. slowly waking up and instantly be drawn to the heat that radiates from the body that’s beside. that body, that wonderful body, as you would describe it, is owned by the boy you love. by the boy who completely owns your heart. you roll your body to cuddle him, smiling like a fool at the thought of having the privilege to be him the first person you get to see every morning. you find him laying on his belly with rosy cheeks due to his face been squished on his pillow, little snores coming out of his mouth, a breathtaking sight.

you could stare at him forever, in this state of slumber, his complex mind finally being relaxed. he smiles with his eyes still closed, you figured he was dreaming and your heart melts. his eyes, covered with short lashes that you don’t get to see that often due to his glasses. his bed hair, it tangled his little curls, giving him a softer look. he shifts a little, eyebrows furrowing, he was starting to wake up. a minute, maybe two, go by and he slowly opens his eyes, rubbing them, trying to adjust them to the sun that’s now lighten up the entire room. it’s as if the sun knew when he was going to wake up, two sunshines rising at the same time.

y’all need to listen to this song while reading this cause it will get u feeling some type of way🥴

You were hanging out with Brandon, listening to your playlist. ‘Ohhhh, I love this song’ You say as Háblame Bajito comes on. ‘It means talk to me low in Spanish’ Excitement taking over you as you listen to the beat starting. Brandon’s now putting all his attention into you.

‘Come with me’ You drag him to the nearest chair and make him sit. He is just staring at you, confused. ‘I know you don’t understand anything, but trust me, you’ll like it’ You say smiling giddily.

‘Tu mirada me llama, aquí hay una ley de atracción y es contigo’ You sang to him, sitting on his lap. You started to grind on him following the song’s rhythm. Kissing him slowly, pulling his hair lightly, earning a groan from him. You moved to his neck and ended softly biting his earlobe.

‘Háblame bajito, que nadie se entere. Dímelo al oído, qué es lo que tú quieres’ Fingers tracing his jawline, you whispered those lyrics into his ear, causing him to shiver. ‘Tell me what you want, B’ Your back’s now facing him, as you swayed your hips on his lap. Brandon held you by the waist, he was turned on, you could tell.

Getting him so worked up made your confidence boost up. You were feeling yourself, letting the rhythm just flow through you. You decided to face Brandon again, he was biting his lip, eyes slightly closed, blushed. God, did you love having this effect on him. He grabbed your face and kissed you hungrily, hands travelling all over your body, squeezing your ass.

The song ends and so does your little makeout session. ‘I want you, every single day’ He says smiling like a fool. ‘You know? I’ve always wanted to do that. Did you like it?’ You say as you feel the heat rise up your cheeks. ‘Like it? Are you kidding me? Babe, I LOVED it, how come you’ve never done it before?’ Brandon was now holding your hands, watching you in awe.