#utter failure

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MASHA GESSEN New York Times Review of Books, Nov 26, 2016

Paul Ryan is an epic failure

Let’s briefly take stock of Speaker Paul Ryan’s career. Elected to Congress in 1998, Ryan spent most of his first decade as a backbencher. His most ambitious proposal in those early years was a plan to privatize Social Security that even the Bush White House labeled as “irresponsible.” Then he became the highest-ranking Republican on the House Budget Committee and, later, a committee chair. In…

No matter the circumstances, no matter the hell I was going through...

All I am left with today is a fake insta account that is linked to you.....

Part 1:

So my soon-to-be-ex wonders why I'm mad let me see if you want figure it out with the following hints.

A) I get up to help get the kids ready and ask for him to make them breakfast. What's he do spends 5 mins making him coffee and stands there drinking it dictating the kids.

B) Something goes missing and pines it straight on the oldest (yes he does take things but not always. Because of that the middle likes framing him) and as I am dealing with it he goes over me. I try telling him wait it might not be him he doesn't listen.

C) Asks me for money then complains because didn't I get get money it so why can't he fill his tank up with my money. Mind you I had 120 set aside for a trip and all of it went to his gas in a week.

D) Tells me he doesn't want to fight yet two seconds later goes back to complaining saying if I got paid he doesn't see why he can't fill his tank.

Part 2:

So I got my old job back for 1: to help out around the house. 2: have a little extra spending money. 3: (the ultimate main reason) Because he demanded I go back to work because he can't pay for his stuff on his own (not his exact words but you ask anyone know knows the situation they will tell you that is why.)

Since I've gotten the job he has quite one job which he had a job in line after but then he got fired from that job because he was using social media which reflected bad on his job. During that month of him not working I had to provide for him and pay his bills. Well he ended up putting us in debt. Mind you he already had somehow spent all his part of rent and I had been putting myself in debt to cover him.

Since he has gotten his new job (he calls his dream job) that pays him 12 an hr after denying a 13 an hr job you would think this would be better. Wrong! He has put us so behind that by the time he gets paid there is no money left. Then I have to spend what I have saved to make up for what he hasn't. Like it doesn't feel as though he even gets paid at all.

Do to all this I find myself so stressed out I'm physically ill. Idk what to do. I feel like I am failing. All I want to do is be able to provide for my children but it's like I can't even do that...