#utmvintroject

(please trigger warn for genocide alongside the other tags)

- Dust (Dusttale sans introject)

Like, here's me, guy from an au where I end up snapping and killing everyone (including my brother) in a desperate attempt to stop the human.

And how am I coping??

By listening to bonetrousle, the theme song of my brother

Ironic

-Dust (dusttale sans introject)

so, I have died around 3 billion times. - Dust (dust sans introject)

But no

I miss broomie (my paintbrush)

- Ink (Ink sans introject)

Just wanna start this of by saying I'm not dating him just because of his source – we've been dating since before he even knew he has DID and that he's a fictive. I don't see him as the guy from my memories, because he isn't, he's his own person, and I love that person! But sometimes it's kind of weird, sometimes it's upsetting.

Because he has the same name, a lot of the same mannerisms, a lot of the same likes and dislikes. So, every time I look at my partner, I think back to my canon, and I miss that guy. And I don't even know if I get more upset when he acts exactly like him, or if he does things that the guy from my memories would have never done. Both gives me this odd sense of discomfort.

I feel really bad about this. He's not just his source, and that's not at all what I see him as, I don't know why I keep thinking this. I'm not trying to use him to just "fill the hole" or whatever, and I feel guilty? It's all really weird.

A pretty good example of this is Chara

Honestly, I never really thought about my opinions much. Well, not before the 10th anniversary stream. I didn't have much reason to. I had never encountered them in my canon, after all.

But when I heard about the 10th anniversary stream, I learned about how much hate they have garnered. And for what? A couple of lines at the end of the genocide route? The one route that the player went out of their way to complete?

I'm starting to feel like people villinized Chara so they can feel less guilty about the genocide route. To place the blame on someone else. A refusal to see what they've done. I mean, that seems to be a very common theme within the fandom.

And to any Charas out there, I think you're cool and you didn't deserve the hate from the fandom.

- Dust (Dust sans introject)

After all, it's so similar here. Just with a bit less violence.

- Ichor (Killer sans introject)