#ushijima self insert

I love Ushijima so much I will cherish him.   DON’T BASH MY BATTERY PERCENTAGE FDLFDHSK IM TOO LAZY TO CHARGE MY PHONEEEEE.   I’m at like, 3% so... hehe.

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Baby needs to stay pure, s’all im saying :)

i couln’t find who made the ushijima picture, but akfjds he’s so cuteee

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(Haikyuu Boyfriend SMAU Masterlist)

So yeah, instead of the smau(check it out here), i came up with this lil thing.  i used to listen to this song... and disregard the whole meaning.... so... wooo...  I might make more of these so yey

When I Was Your Man by Bruno Mars

Oikawa:  He wasn’t always going to be there for you, and you knew that.  He was always practicing and never with you, even if he was home.  The final straw was when he went to South America to play.  The time differences made it difficult to spend time together, and you couldn’t afford to go with him because of school.  He never intended to break your heart, but ultimately, he was never there for you, so you couldn’t be there for him.  He took it hard.  He didn’t realize that he could have done so much more to keep you next to him.  Instead, he focused on himself.  He couldn’t be mad, because you were the one who tried.

“My pride, my ego, my needs, and my selfish ways

Caused a good strong woman like you to walk out my life”

Kenma:  Kenma was a busy man, and couldn’t be with you all the time.  Not to mention he wasn’t the most open character.  He had a business to run and a platform to maintain.  He loved you, he really did, but he didn’t realize that his love wasn’t reaching you.  He would always play games in order to keep his fans satisfied, and during his free time, he went to go discuss more business opportunities.  You couldn’t be mad, it was just his nature, but you realized that this wasn’t what you wanted.  and although you could have tried to push for a better relationship, you never saw an outcome where this would work.  All you wanted was some time together, even if it was on the camera, but he was adamant on keeping the relationship private. 

“Should have gave you all my hours

When I had the chance”

Ushijima:  Ushijima never was the most loving s/o.  He doesn’t know how to express his love, nor does he now how to incorporate it into his schedule.  He did try, however, and you could see that.  He would give you small gifts that he thought you’d like, and he tried to initiate as best he could.  Unfortunately, he didn’t realize that love was more than just gifts and touch.  He never understood why you were down sometimes, and thought it was something unrelated to the relationship.  Because he was on the national team, he was a busy man, so he paid no mind to the situation.  When you decided to bring it up, he didn’t understand.  His flaw was that he refused to think he was in the wrong.  He didn’t try to understand what you wanted, and continued to do as he pleased.  He wanted you to be happy and so did you, but you realized the both of you wanted different things.  

“Although it hurts

I'll be the first to say that I was wrong

Oh, I know I'm probably much too late

To try and apologize for my mistakes

But I just want you to know

I hope he buys you flowers

I hope he holds your hand”

~•~

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